this is me:

A clear blank palette
soft and white
well, not anymore
broken
painful
covered with old scars
and new cuts
not from war battles
or the time you fell at the playground
but of the test you failed last friday
and the mean comment someone made on thursday
and these scars did not choose you
you choose to make them
manufactured wounds

ha thats funny, this one actually seems to fit pretty well...

so yesterday was hopefullly a success. Everyone was so supportive, and it was amazing. All the love in the air was very overwhelming but in a beatifully empowering way. Just to know that so many students have enough compasion to care, makes me smile. Some moments I felt on the verge of tears, but it was definately a good thing. I loved the day as a ( Read more... )

AH im pissed off. A few friends of mine, derek webber and vinnie mascola, and shania are not able to walk with their senior class over one word LOVE. They took a stand for one of the sweetest people, Keegan, and now this is what they get?? It is so not fair. And who ever the fuckers were who wrote that comment aimed towards keegan on the rock, can ( Read more... )

I have such a hard time expressing how and I feel and why I feel that way. not really sure why, but keeping everything bottled up it starting to eat at me, and my bottle is getting too full anyway. so i tried writting some poems as an outlet for my emotions, i kno they arent any good writting, and i prolly shouldnt post them considering people are ( Read more... )

this week has tested me so much. things have been like hell at home, and not really better at school. feel more alone then I usually do. everyone knowing that I am not aloud to make phone calls or go anywhere, have not even taken time to try and call me. Its very frustrating, but I guess it goes to show that people dont want to talk to me nearly as ( Read more... )

shitty ass ( Read more... )

alright so today was...interesting...to say the least ( Read more... )

ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT TODAY IS 4-20 YEA-AH! MUWAHHAHAHHA

ok sorry random immature moment but thats ok, we all need to get down with our stoner selves once in a while...just a little more for some then others ;)

well thats all i really had to say ADIOS PUTAS

So today was pretty much a horrible day, im just not with it and i dont kno why. I had to do my chior audition and i just freaked out, i could even remember the scale (long story) and just thinking in general was taking too much energy...so over all I BLEW UP! Fuck it, i dont care anymore, i'll just not take chior next year..i just dont give a fuck ( Read more... )