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"(1) My heart is not proud, O LORD, my eyes are not haughty; I do not concern myself with great matters or things too wonderful for me. (2)But I have stilled and quieted my soul; like a weaned child with its mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me. (3) O Israel, put your hope in the Lord both now and forevermore." - Psalm 131 (NIV)

( I Have Quieted My Soul )

I keep forgetting that most people aren't anywhere as near affectionate as I am. It's a recurring problem, I know. I smother the people I care about too easily because I'm so used to just feeling how I do without regret. It's how I was raised ( Read more... )

The past few days have been eventful, to say the least ( Read more... )

Today, two of my first friends in Jacksonville got married. It pained me so much not to be there. I wish the best of luck to Kendall and Candace, because they both rule ( Read more... )

Grandma Derencin had complicated surgery and we were really worried. (Thankfully she had no problems!) My parents are in Pennsylvania this weekend to be with them. I'm so glad that Monica is okay. My sister means the world to me. Kristance is not okay because she keeps calling me crying and I can't deal with it. I hurt for her so much. I got a few ( Read more... )

As strange as it started and as bleak as it looked, this week has gotten better every day. (Ha ( Read more... )

Dear thunder ( Read more... )

By the way, blessed is still the word. A smile still frequents my face. Everything I've encountered lately has been for the best. Though at times it's been hard to swallow, it's still for the best ( Read more... )

Since my spirits are still up after the last two days, I have flat out succeeded as a person ( Read more... )