Sometimes it scares myself how much it can feel like life is just.. one big movie. It's always when you're drained, like the whole damn world could get you down and make you cozy at the same time. It's amazing how much I love taylor, It really is. I always forget how I'm growing up.. i start to feel less silly when I repeat that to myself ( Read more... )

"I said I'm glad it's a girl and I hope she's a fool. That's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
-Scott Fitzgerald from The Great Gatsby

This is my pretend journal.. in my name but not an actual account of all the bullshit that goes through my head. I think it's important that I kept a journal through the years I had and wish I had even before. I have an account of growing up right before my eyes.. 4 years of the true nature about an unconventional young lady. It's very odd to think ( Read more... )

So my Xanga has been found. I feel like there are parasites worming through my everyness.. MY heart, MY feelings, everything I write I know ANYONE might read, WHYWHYWHY!!!!!??? I feel.. ugh ( Read more... )

Another year, Another friend. oppurtunity and presentations. One more chance for procrastination; A nation: in need of more devestation, and our army: the supplier. Our mind's subject to the television screen, the hypnotic force mistaken as our own dreams. My father, My Mother, My Brother- Not knowing where the truth ends, and my sister too far in ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want.. I know what I got, and I know what's gonna happen.. But I don't know what I want.

"What can I compare you to, When everything looks like you? I get a bit confused with every Spring. Flowers that bloom your eyes, Hummingbirds side by side. My heart can't stay inside this rib cageing ( Read more... )

All that we had ( Read more... )

i'm so over this not being good enough anymore thing, and this i'm gonna try real hard for people to like me thing.. like.. i REALLY don't need this.. i don't care to do THIS. it's bull shit. ya know ( Read more... )

We got what you want, step right up ( Read more... )