I just found out that I might be doing a masterclass at unc chapel hill in april. If I see you, yes You, you better run...No I haven't forgiven you, and no I don't regret a single thing I've said about you. Stupid ugly bitch. Stupid. Ugly. Fucking. Bitch. I hate you, and if I see you, I might kill you ( Read more... )

Life is weird ( Read more... )

1. What time did you get up this morning? 12:30 ( Read more... )

Am I the only one, or do you have that one person who can be so awful and cold and mean, but you still want and need them in your life? All the while, there's that other person who has never been anything but loving and caring and kind to you, and all the arrows point to that person, but there's nothing there, no matter how hard you try to make ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself. Ever again.

I keep telling myself to not keep attaching expectations to other people, because everyone ends up falling short, save for a few people I've met. Today, yet again, I kick myself for my naivete. I still don't believe that he could be so clueless, but alas, he was, and is.

WHY would he do that????????

Ugh fuck it. I'm going to bed.

That surviving off of ramen noodles is highly overrated.

I also think that Schumann's 4th Symphony is short of brilliant, but still beautiful.

"The Korean man nodded, the way you do when you’re a foreigner and understand that someone has finished a sentence."

Happy Birthday. I haven't forgotten. I hope you're doing well, and I'm glad you were born.

Ouch, I have lost myself again.

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