i went to the docs today. she gave me medicine. i kinda wanna hang out with darren tonight. i just feel like cuddling. i think cause i'm really starting to miss blake a lot. i got a letter from him today. and it is just killing me not being able to be with him and hold him and see him. i can't take it anymore. i know people say i can do better and ( Read more... )

blah. my ears started to hurt well this morning but i didn't wanna say anything to my mom cause i knew she wouldn't let me do anything tonight or run tomorrow. but they kinda stopped during the day but then tonight my temp was 100 and they started to hurt real bad so i told her so we could go to the docs tomorrow morning. i asked her if i was ( Read more... )

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i've been so tired lately. and so busy too. track has really started now and my weekends are pratically gone with track meets ALL day saturdays. by sunday i'm exhausted and don't feel like doing anything. my sis is home for spring break and we went shopping today. i found my prom dress it is really cute. i like it. i just wish i had a date... blake ( Read more... )

ha well this weekend has been pretty fun. thats all i gotta say... i love you shannon! gosh we've been here forever! haha. xoxox babe.

today was not a good day. it was pointless. all i did first period was sit. we were supposed to be working on a project but ya know me. i didn't feel like it plus i had to study for a test at edison. then we had a cheerleading meeting... yea... and then i had anantomy and we are disecting a cat in groups and my group didn't go so we sat around! ( Read more... )

blake and i have been talking. he sent me a letter... i got it yesterday... it made me cry. he appoligized for everything he has done to me in the past. he said it hurt him real bad when i told him i didn't wanna talk to him anymore that day. but he said it couldn't amount to the pain he caused me... he was supposed to get out in march. but he got ( Read more... )

i had dreamed of this moment since the day you left me. i wondered what i would say to you if i ever talked to you again. and then tonight you called. after a fucking year you finally call.... i couldnt' say anything all i did was sit there and almost choke. one side of me wanted to yell at you and the other side just wanted it to go back to normal ( Read more... )

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omg this is so cute! i want it so bad!! too bad its like $1,000.
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