Crash.

That's all I can really say.
I am scared for a reason.
Razor blades are sharp.

Only one incision.
Everybody noticed.
I wish I didn't get this way.
I am better at balling it up.
No one ever cares.

I haven't updated since the crash. Life stopped for a short period of time when that happened, and i just never got back to this. I was pretty upset at the comments that were being left so I decided to not look at it for a while. Life has been all over since but I'm taking the time to update again today because I need to get something out. I was ( Read more... )

Warning: The information below is graphic, and depressing. Please do not read if you really don't think you can take it ( Read more... )

Go Skateboarding Day was legendary. This has by far been the best kick off to summer that I have ever experienced before. I woke up around 9 and everyone came over around 9:20 and we immediately drove the Baltimore, MD to get in a session from 10-12 before we were to meet the SOC krew at the Legg Mason building. When i got there most of the WCP / ( Read more... )

So have you ever felt like you've really grown up, really matured, based on the situations that had been presented to you during the past couple of days, weeks, or months. Well I have. Indeed. I recently came to the realization of just how much I had grown up, how much I had experienced, and well to be honest with you, I freaked out. Many close ( Read more... )

It's locked inside.

Whispers
"Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."

Sinking into this slowed summer state has kicked up a tornado of emotions. I have been jammin' with Imaginary Friends a lot lately. I guess you could call me the vocalist. Matt is lead guitar, Kehm is rythme, Max is drums, and Shaka is auxilliary percussion as well as rapper. We have had a lot of intesting songs, some of them recorded. Often times ( Read more... )

Last entry seemed a bit depressing in retrospect. Well I guess I was a bit depressed. I think the last time I talked to Paige for real, we were talking about putting on facades. I think I might try to call her tonight and see how she is. In other news, more Lakefront footy is being thrown down just about every weekend. It's cool to see a bunch of ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm painting in the brighter parts in my life.

Where did everyone go?

Color wave lengths mix in with sound and voices.

Death is all over lately. I have heard more about it in the last two weeks than I have heard over my entire life span. Some of the people who have died I have met, have effected my life, or effected other people's lives. And now they are gone. I would like to send my condolences and all the best to the family of my brother's friend Christian who ( Read more... )