You know how people put blankets over birds cages to make the bird shutup. Someone just took off my blanket. I'm still in my glass cage of emotion but now it is well lit.

Talked to my dad on skype. We had webcam so I could see the monstrosity that was his face. He looks half dead. But he is ok. He seemed really upbeat, namely he said because he got ( Read more... )

Today reminds me of the scene from Austin Powers:

'Help, I'm in a nutshell!. How do I get out of this bloody great big nutshell. What kind of nut has a shell like this.'

Except mine would go ' Help, I'm in a glass cage of emotion! How in the hell do I get out of this cage of emotion. What kind of cage is made of glass. '

Or the scene from The Mighty ( Read more... )

Today I feel upset.

I found out that my Dad was hit by a bus in Paris. Apparently he is ok, but his whole arm is in plaster and his face is badly grazed and bruised. Also, my mum said that he is quite upset because he is all emotional because he realises what a close call he had. My dad is not an emotional person, a trait he has passed onto me and ( Read more... )

I don't want to go into details but the only way I can describe this night is as a living nightmare. The kind of night where you pray to god for something good to happen in your life even though you know its not going to happen because you have long abandoned the concept of god so you know that he doesn't owe you any favours.

A few thoughts for today as I wait while Clay stands me up for Skype Love ( Read more... )

 This morning I woke up and the first thing I saw was my chest of drawers opposite me. One of the drawers was missing and I remember thinking 'How very strange. Where is my drawer? What would I have needed a drawer for ( Read more... )

Several factors could contibute to this post ( Read more... )

Goals For this Week

1. Go to the gym everyday to maximise last 15 days membership

2. Eat really well

3. Send off camp applications

4. Work out a budget for travel savings

5. Stay positive at work even if the troll whore is excruiatingly awful. Every time she talks, find something nice to say back.

6. Work out christmas plans with jen re washington for ( Read more... )

A stylish jumper jacket bought by someone else for me ( Read more... )

You really know that you're on a diet when you are pining at nine o'clock at night for tomorrow morning's breakfast of bran flakes. When the thought of bran flakes and soy milk actually seems like heaven to you.

Turtle necks. Have decided that I actually loathe them. Have always had a mild distaste for them but have decided to come right out and ( Read more... )