I unpack today. I repack tomorrow. I'm on a airplane Wednesday. I almost forgot what it was like living out of a suit case. Its weird because even though your always on the move there are still times where you're bored and life is slow. Then all at once everything is fast and chaotic. I forgot how nervous I get when I met new people. My stomach ( Read more... )

I've been in this position before and once upon a time three little birds saved me. It's nice not needing to hear everything little thing is going to be alright. This time is different, I know that everything everything will be fine. Summer is almost over and all my friends are almost gone but it's time for change. This time I'm more accepting.

I'm finally falling in love with my real best friend... it's crazy.

At one point every person I know will eventually let me down. It will come when I need them the most. I can't get mad though because I can't expect those certain people to know how important they are to me. Especially when I've never told them. There is one person in particular and it kills me because I know I've let them down more than once. This ( Read more... )

Here I am, back at square one. It's junior year all over again. The timing has never been right.

i don't know how to feel. i don't know how to act. i don't know what to do. i feel so drained. i have no where to run too.

word vomit. give me something new to talk about.

I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe your right there is nothing you can do to make happy any more. But I can't seem to be able let you go. I can see my life without you but I can't let that happen. Then the fucking second I'm away from you, you're all i think about. When i get a text from you or call I get so excited. I just think i'm going a ( Read more... )

every day i go on the same walk and i think the same thing. i think that every car that passes me is going to pick me up and take me away and kill me. you know the normal stuff ( Read more... )

Why do we only realize how much we hate gambling til we start losing?

I'm gambling with a lot. Anyone that gambles will one day lose. I'm not prepared to lose but when you play the game this way you have to expect it. We shall see who comes out on top.