I am getting so lonely and tired and miserable without John. I am seriously like, getting really depressed. I fuckin hate being here without him. There's nothing to do anyway and it's just worse when he's gone. I'm getting tired of this place so fast and I'm getting more and more upset when I think about him coming home... cause I know he'll only ( Read more... )

HOla.. I am so happy lately and I love it. My weekend was ok. I went to Karpin's, had a little fun there with him Valenti, and Becca, then we went to Becca's and Dave came over, then Dave drove us to Pyshers, we hung out there and heard some funny ass stories.. Went home, and didn't go to sleep til 6, woke up at 830 cause Edna wanted to go out to ( Read more... )

It's been a while. Sorry for the delay, not that many people read this...I've just had a lot on my plate lately. Things are coming together finally.

Well my weekend was ok. Its rating currently remains at a two. I've definately had better but I have had worse. Friday, didn't do much of anything. I drove around all day with Dave, went to Rob's and ( Read more... )

He.....is the best thing that ever happened to me. Always wondered what it felt like to love.

I hope I don't regret this later. This kid was everything to me and I just gave it all up. I hope to God he'll come back... but knowing my luck it's probably over. This hurts so bad... and I miss him soo fucking much. I wish I could just go back.. to a month ago. When everything was fine and I was happy. Before certain bitches had to come in an ( Read more... )

Let me just say that I don't think I'll be going to any more sun valley dances or football games. That was one of the most horrible nights I have ever had to deal with in my life. I hope I never have to do that again. I don't know what's going to happen to my, "relationship", if I can even call it that anymore. I honestly never saw this coming at ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been kinda busy cause school is gay. And I've been spending every single day after school with brian mike and sean. It's ok I guess, it just gets kind of old. I miss my Lauren. I hope her mom gives her back her computer soon cause I miss reading her stuff and her comments. My poor love :(.

School hasn't ( Read more... )

Sorry I didn't write back the next day like I said I would. I had a lot of shit to do. Well... Yesterday I went to Lauren's and I slept over the night before. We hung out with Pookie Dan Vince Shane, Matt and a couple other people. We dyed Vince's hair pink and Lauren's mom washed his head out in the sink. It was pretty funny. I don't know, it ( Read more... )

I am verrrrryyy tired.. I will write more tomorrow.
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let the loovvin come back to me x3  ;)

The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now

And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight...

But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to ( Read more... )