IF... he remembers what i look like.

all the lonely days.

there's no one left to love..

i wish life would go away...

I've noticed that hanging out with Brian Sean and Mike everyday isn't so bad. I used to get annoyed. But I'm learning that they never really keep track of time, they never worry about anything, and they never hang out with anyone outside of our four person group.They have they're own world. It's so great being with them because it's like a vacation ( Read more... )

Some people I can't stand, like the kind that pretend to be your friend, then blow you off and fuck you over.. Then wonder why you get pissed at them. Those people make me want to laugh at their stupidity.

Then other people I love, the kind that even when they fuck up, they still have the balls to apologize, they're honest, stand up for you, and ( Read more... )

My summer's been pretty damn boring to tell you the truth. Nothing really great happened. The whole thing is made up of mostly bad events, but, hey what are you gonna do. Just trying to live another day, keeping my head above water.

Had my first encounter with He Who Shall Not Be Named, since the whole ordeal occured. No words were spoken. But I ( Read more... )

I had a very interesting weekend. It fucking sucked to tell you the truth, but Pete was cool as hell... and even though Mike fucked up, he's still the coolest kid I ever met, and yeah I still like him. Sucks for me.

In other news... certain people have really bad attitudes and need to stop takin out there cranky bitchy bipolar shit on me. Grow up ( Read more... )

this is the first entry of my new journal. I deleted my old journal because, well, I've been through a lot since then. There's alot of upsetting things in there. I've actually been ignoring the internet totally. Alot of shit happened that I just didn't feel like "sharing" with everyone. That journal had a lot of stuff in it that just made me want ( Read more... )