well it has been quite a while since i have written in here last..most of it is probably having better things to do than to tell the world my entire life on live journal ... but right now i just feel like writing, and this opens a lot quicker on my shitty computer than microsoft word does. things are looking up a little i guess since the last time ( Read more... )

so right now im feeling a slight dejavu from a previous experiance in my life, which did not turn out too well, so why am i even still bothering with this? i mean i guess a lot of it is being curious, but didnt curiosity kill the cat? part of me feels like i owe it to mysself, just because i need to know. but the thing is, i know how its all going ( Read more... )

possibly rewinding. because fastforwarding obvioiusly isn't working.

Urgh. I'm a very confused maggie at the moment. Its very unclear to me what is going on right now. with Everything. Like hello. Need a job! badly. I'm going broke, as we speak ( Read more... )

since i quit my job i feel even worse than before. at least then i would be busy and had something to do all the time and something to keep my mind off things. of course i let people convince me of what would be best and now look where i am alone, jobless on my couch watching made, and i feel like im a bigger loser than those kids. i want a cute ( Read more... )

HELLOOOOOO. HOWS EVERYONE IN LJ LAND? LOL I'M SO BORED AND TIRED AND FREEZING COLD GOOOD COMBO AY? wELL LETS SEE. NOTHING TOO INTERESTING IS GOING ON.. DONT WITH SCHOOL WORKING. GOING TO COLLEGE PART TIME..NORMAL SHIT YOU KNOW. UM. I GOT THIS REALLY CUTE MINI BABY PUMKIN. SO THATS COOL.. YAH AND THATS ABOUT IT, CUZ WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? YAY FOR ( Read more... )

For the moment, I retract my previous statement. i actually got an awesome present from mike for my birthday. I love you honey <3

tomorrow is my birthday.. i'll be 19, im not really to thrilled about it being my birthday, i'm actually kind of dreading it, i wish it could just be a normal day. i'm having a dinner so the only good part will bee seeing my friends. i dont want any presents, cuz theres nothing i really need or want, and the one thing i do want, i know i'm not ( Read more... )

i have a headache and am cold.
i dont like a lot of stuff and can't wait til the day i am out of school and have a job and can pay for things on my own, it seems like that day will never come, but if and when it does, i am buying myself an apartment and im gonna live there and no one will bother me. and u can all fuck urselves

olg poem i found ( Read more... )