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[thisisameme]

dirty kinks

( YOU ARE FOREWARNED!! THIS MEME IS LIKELY TO CONTAIN TRIGGERY THINGS!! if you don't like it, don't participate. )

what to do:
☢ comment with your character
☢ others will rng 01-09 to pick a kink
☢ things happen

kinks to choose:
01.) bondage how it happened, you're not sure, but one of you is tied up. maybe you like it, maybe you don't. either

Comments

...3. GODDAMNIT, MCAVOYS

[godwinner]

 

[godwinner]

You should, if it's within your power.

[ there's a certain hardness in him, however. he doesn't believe you could, not to him. ]

[goddamnemperor]

You're testing me! Brilliant! All right, Erik, let's start your education.

[he grabs you by your collar and in a distinct female voice, one that Erik has never forgotten] "Why didn't you save me, son?"

[godwinner]

[ his face falls, into lines of fear and need that turn it into something much more boy than man. he reaches to clutch at your hand almost reflexively, but the feel of it helps him focus on your face, and he practically snarls. ]

I hear that every day. You're going to have to do better.

[goddamnemperor]

"Why are you hurting me?" [there's sadness, resignation] "This wasn't what I wanted for you. Who are you protecting? Why didn't you protect me?"

[godwinner]

[ it's simply taking everything within him not to answer yourher questions ]

[goddamnemperor]

[slips his hand away and steps back, different voice, different mannerisms]

"What do you think the world should be like, Erik?"

[godwinner]

[ closes his eyes, letting it wash over him ]

Not what you do.

[ he could be speaking to you or him ]

[goddamnemperor]

[he hums, carefully staying out of Erik's reach]

"We can want different things, as long as the end result is acceptable. When did losing me become acceptable?"

[godwinner]

[ opens his eyes again, looking deliberately at Leto ]

Losing him? If only.

[goddamnemperor]

[points at him]

You lost.

[godwinner]

I'm aware!

[ the yell is wrecked, not for Leto. his expression, too. but he clenches his jaw and moves closer, to put Leto back within reach, though he doesn't reach. ]

Do you know how I feel about Charles? I want him every moment I'm with him. If this is meant to distract me from my desires, he was a poor choice.

[goddamnemperor]

[his voice crackles, like Shaw]

Your desires? Don't be a fool. Look at you, lead from one noose into another. Make up your mind. Do you want to be controlled or do you want control? I think you don't know. I think... [hisses, coming closer] You want to let go.

[godwinner]

[ he's utterly still, except for his hand that snaps up for Leto's neck. the motion is violent, though his hand is bracing when it lays on the wormskin. breathes in, breathes out. there is nothing calm or calming in it. ]

[goddamnemperor]

[his voice is leto's again]

You seem to think that the one thing Shaw and Charles have never been able to take away from you is that you are Erik Lehnsherr. But you have already forgotten who that is.

[godwinner]

Perhaps that's why they can't have him.