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[thisisameme]

dirty kinks

( YOU ARE FOREWARNED!! THIS MEME IS LIKELY TO CONTAIN TRIGGERY THINGS!! if you don't like it, don't participate. )

what to do:
☢ comment with your character
☢ others will rng 01-09 to pick a kink
☢ things happen

kinks to choose:
01.) bondage how it happened, you're not sure, but one of you is tied up. maybe you like it, maybe you don't. either

Comments

...3. GODDAMNIT, MCAVOYS

[godwinner]

 

[goddamnemperor]

Who will you give him to?

[godwinner]

[ laughs ]

For what? Safekeeping?

[goddamnemperor]

No.

For preservation of the spirit. You will be corroded away. Everyone is, in the end. But if you house your spirit somewhere safe... then you will truly be known for who you are.

[godwinner]

There's nowhere safe.

[goddamnemperor]

Stop acting like a teenager. There are plenty of safe places, you just need to find them and stop pretending like the world is here simply to pull your pants down and make you look foolish. Children, I can understand, but this behaviour hardly looks good on you.

[godwinner]

When I was a child, she was a safe place. I'm sure it had no more significance to Shaw than pulling down my pants, to take that away, but I'd rather expected differently from you. Or are you a noose too, my god? Everyone sees what they want to see, not what's really there. Why should I entrust myself to any of it?

[goddamnemperor]

[in his mother's voice]

Because it'll be the end of you.

[godwinner]

[ staring at his mouth ]

Exactly.

[goddamnemperor]

[pulls back, genuinely troubled, and very much Leto]

Idiots, the lot of you.

[godwinner]

Are you including yourself in that? Who is your safe place?

[goddamnemperor]

I can't have one. Anyone I trust in, I will outlast and outlive. You want solitude? Fine. Keep it. See what good it does for you.

[godwinner]

We've both made sacrifices to be what we are.

[goddamnemperor]

[okay, this time it's my hand around your neck]

Don't you compare your pitiful sacrifice to mine. I gave up everything; my heart, my soul, my right to choose. I will never get to eat, or share, or dream. Everything is gone! A little of my humanity, my identity slips through my fingers every day, my sister, the one I love, her time dying. And there is nothing I can do to change that.

And you think what you did was a sacrifice? You, who gets to shut people out on your own accord, who is still walking? You didn't give up anything, you just pretended you lost it all.

Well, no matter. I will rectify that. What would you like to lose, Erik? Eyes? Ears? Or perhaps your legs to give it a thoughtful symmetry.

[godwinner]

[ with the little ability to breathe Leto's allowing him ]

Those are my choices and you call it choosing. Appropriate.

[goddamnemperor]

Did you give Charles a choice?