The "I Love You" Meme

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Sam Evans (au) | Glee | Gay

[lormenari]

I.7 (because Bill is awful)

[theunpaidbill]

[ Post-sex in Bill's bed, he has an arm around Sam and a cigarette in the other. The arm under Sam is being used to stroke his hair as well. ] Sam?

ha! bill's doing the breaking up, right? i can change my tag if you want it the other way around.

[lormenari]

[This has become a regular thing for them, a quiet sort of stability in Sam's life. He doesn't mind that it has to be kept secret; aside from being a boy, he's not really the presentable type anyway. They don't do anything outside of the walls of Bill's place. Their whole relationship is contained here, consisting of great sex and idle but comfortable conversation, along with the occasional prickly patch when Sam gets aggravated at not knowing enough about Bill. But overall, it works. Sam likes having this. It makes him feel normal and wanted and liked, and those are important things to him. He purrs faintly under the touch of Bill's hand in his hair, content.] Mm?

Sorry. I meant II.7. That was my bad. =(

[theunpaidbill]

[lormenari]

(no problem, lol. if bill's the one doing the manipulating, i think my tag still works.)

[theunpaidbill]

( Yes. Yes. I just wanted to clear it up. Sorry. )

[lormenari]

(no worries :D tag me up there!)

[theunpaidbill]

[ This sort of regular thing hasn't happened to Bill before. He's using this just for himself of course but it's still something odd. He's very glad he doesn't have to take Sam around and show him off or something like that. He keeps his fingers in motion. ] This has become a regular thing, Sam, and I thought this would be a right time to display all the...emotions that are surfacing now.

[lormenari]

[He pauses, then lifts his head, an uncertain smile playing on his lips. Emotions. Yes, he has them. No, he hasn't been planning on voicing them anytime soon. He feels it's more of an unspoken thing between them, and he doesn't want to risk putting whatever this is in jeopardy by complicating it.] Um. Really? What kinda emotions are you talking about?

[theunpaidbill]

[ Bill looks at him. His face is earnest and the mask of perfect truth. He's good at this. ] I believe you know. It's rather deep for the relationship we've engaged in but I feel you should know.

[ He pauses a few seconds. ] Love, Sam.

[lormenari]

[He actually lets out a chuckle, shifting so he's propped up slightly, able to look at Bill's face. He runs his fingertips down Bill's jaw, tilting his head.] Are you being serious? You're in love with me? Please. Do you know how many times I hear that from people who really just love what my mouth can do?

[theunpaidbill]

Please, Sam, don't be vulgar. [ He cars his fingers through his hair. ] How many people do you see as often and as regularly as you see me? I never really said 'in love', but I do love you.

[lormenari]

I do see you most often. [He rests his head against Bill's chest, idly stroking his side.] I see you so often because I like spending time with you. Because you're nice and you're smart and you treat me well. You're not supposed to be one of the the idiots who thinks he's in love with me. Sorry for being vulgar. But you like my cock.

[theunpaidbill]

I do like your cock. [ He leans down to kiss Sam. ] Apart from those I work with- [ Apart from Jim, he thinks but doesn't say. No need to have Sam knowing about Jim. There is no way unless Sam has managed to find the photo of them from their days at Oxford. ] -I see you most often. And unlike most of them I like my time with you. When I went away to Berlin I found myself wishing to be back here with you. Strange, I've never thought that way before about anyone.

[lormenari]

[He leans into the kiss with a satisfied sigh. He's been snooping around less lately, mostly out of guilt, and it warms him to hear that Bill likes their time together despite Sam's bad habits. He breaks the kiss and bumps their noses together softly, a grin blossoming across his lips.] You were in a beautiful country and you wanted to be back here with me? Bill, Bill, Bill... [He shakes his head, but inside he's immensely pleased that he was even thinking about him.] You're sweet. But you can't possibly be in love with me. I understand your mistake, though... I'm hard to resist, I know.

[theunpaidbill]

[ Bill eases forward to give him another quick kiss. ] Please...beautiful? That country is nothing but an awful waist of talent. [ Oh that was an odd comment coming from him but he hopes it doesn't seem to 'red' and that Sam will just move on. ] I don't expect you to understand or return the feeling, Sam. I only hope you won't deny it or stop seeing me.