i cut my hair. its all gone. gone forever. well maybe not forever.

i was driving home today and i was checking my messages. every now and then it asks me if i want to delete old messages and then it plays them. i heard one from my grandma tonight and i just started balling in my car. my heart hurts. i miss her so much and i feel lonely right now. i dont feel like i am really close to any of my friends right ( Read more... )

hello everyone. this is the first morning i actually feel good. i finally got enough sleep last night. its because michael didnt come over. ahh i think i had like 9-10 hours. feels sooooo good. i cant believe christmas is almost here. i miss my grandma a lot, but i am trying to be happy. still no news on new years. i guess we will just ( Read more... )

hello to myself. ahhhh. i think i am loosing it. maybe not, but still it sucks.

who is the mystery caller? do we really know for sure? all i know is that i do amputate certain things for such a miserable offense.

i miss my grandma already. hold me.

my uncle is in from florida. i havent seen him yet though. im excited for DINNER tonight. yahoo. i love my family....even though we are all stressed and at times short with each other. i pray that we all have patience, strength, and wisdom through this ( Read more... )

camping this weekend!!!! whohoooooo. im so excited and i just cant hide it! im about to loose control and i think i like it!!!!!

perty perty forest with trees and rivers and flowers......it will be wilderness adventure.

workin workin workin. ready to go home. not really workin at all just sittin here waitin for it to be time to leave :-). here here here. mike wants to go to a strip club. i yi yi. this boy will drive me mad ill tell ya. i wan to leave work and go shopping. ohhh heres an intersting story ( Read more... )

la la la la. it is too ealry for girls named melissa. i have a bad lir mind inside my head. she tells me "go back to sleep, its ok. no one will notice you arent at your desk ALL DAY". do you see what i have to put up with ( Read more... )

today was my first day at my new job. i had to do a lot of training....i am now CRP certified!!!! it was kinda boring a lot of the time. everyone was so nice i felt silly for being so nervous. im starting to really understand what my job is and i am getting excited. i think i will really like it, but i dont want to speak too soon. i feel ( Read more... )

st. patti's day!!!!!