well well it has been a while. nice last message melissa....note to self- do not write in your journal when you are drunk and angry ( Read more... )

fuck off. die ugly whore. you smell like my rotten shit stained underwear. good bye and farewell.

ia m sucha bum i need a job. i hate having no money. this blows. mike is gonna sick of having to support me real soon. i can tell he wants me to get a job. he is always like yeah you should go back up there. one to four am thats rough but i gotta do what i gotta do. i dont really want to work with tanya but it keeps sounding better abd

i really should be in bed. its so weird im tired all day then it gets late and i have a second wind. i have to stop the evil that could become from tater nat-nat. its so hard because i love her, but no one knows what she is really like. it isnt her fault, she has a problem. she is sick. she needs help. i feel bad for her. it must be ( Read more... )

no more vacations with out me!!! i think i aged 20 years in the pst two days. first my little potato goes missing. im sick thinking about what could have happened. does mike call me? yes, to get me worried. he calls for support when he cant find him. do i get another call saying they found him?!?!?! NO!!! not until 4am. nice night out, i ( Read more... )

DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT TODAY? THE THOUGHTS THAT WENT THROUGH YOUR MIND, THE EMOTIONS YOU FELT, THE WORDS YOU SPOKE. WHEN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH A DAY IT SEEMS SO IMPORTANT. EVERY ASPECT OF EVERY SECOND YOU ARE CONSCIOUS OF CONTROLS YOUR VERY BEING. WE SPEND EVERYDAY ENGULFED IN OUR PRESENT STATES. WE WILL REMEMBER ALL THOSE EMOTIONS, THOUGHTS ( Read more... )

SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEASE ( Read more... )

Where there is fire we will bring gasoline.......

hmm i can barley type. why am i up??? need to sleep. tonight ended ok. yes because amer was there. who much sleep neded. what happened? i dont know...damn i need to studt for finals! not hapeenening....ecuse the spelimhg. hHHAHAHAHA i can tpy that. oh man good night!

wow last night was interesting. i think we entertained the bar, yeahhhh...opps, demon alcohol. I remember feeding amer tortilla chips and having her feed them to me. i remember her spitting in my mouth and trying to make it look erotic???? hmm i remember playing my air guitar and rocking out to the 80's. i remember singing "and i will love you ( Read more... )