I just got my LICENSE BACK.
AND I have the best boyfriend in the entire world.
forever of my life.
all the days long.

The worst feeling of the world is
having someone you love and care about
so much go through pain/suffering/WAITING [etc]
and you can do NOTHING about it.

I would do anything, if i could.
p.s.-I love you and you are my hero.

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I've had Maraih Carey stuck in my head all day.

other than that, The Weather is wonderful and I love my life.
God is GREAT.

and, "I'm so excited I havent spoken".

"Too proud to Hope, Too Weak to Climb.

That explains me so well.
I've been praying so much lately. I forgot how good it is.
I forgot how good GOD is.
I guess my selfishness got in the way.

I've got big plans and no one to share them with.
That's the part I hate.
So I just have to save them.

Current Status: Grounded.

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Dear Journal,
I want a Valentine.
I want someone to cuddle with&watch the Notebook with me.

Love,
Brittlin.

I WANT BACK.

I WANT GOD.

Where is my Heart?

I've been so foolish and SELFISH, it makes me sick.
If Anyone has verses, advice, anything...please help me. I just
need these smalls steps to get me back up again, back to Him.

I love you all. Thankyou.

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone...
Now I'm scared thats how i'd like to be.
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
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