Anthem of the Angels : Fallen Angels
DISCLAIMER : I DO NOT OWN ANY PART OF SME NOR SUPER JUNIOR NOR THEIR MUSIC. the story is fictional. no copyright infringement intended. The boys own themselves ;]
Title : Fallen angels.
Type : Sequel to Looking For Angels
Genre: Angst
Pairing : HyuHae, Kyumin, Kyuhae
Rating : PG-13 (Boys Love)
Summary : Should we love those who love us? or love those we truly love? In the end, both is bound to still bring pain to one or the other..
A/N : Loved readers, if you really want to enjoy this, i recommend that you read the Anthem of the Angels first ^^ <3
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Kyuhyun looked out the plane window once more.
Dawn.
For what felt like the hundredth time, he shifted in his seat once more as he tried to relax the muscle cramps on his back. Having sat in the same position for th past 2 hours had taken quite a toll on his back muscles. Deciding to stretch out the pain, he grudging climbed to his feet.
The isles were clear and the rest of the Super Junior M members dozed off in their own seats next to each other.
His eyes scanned the familiar faces for one specific one.
Having found their target his eyes lingered on the silhouette of super junior's beloved fishy dozing off between Siwon and Hankyung. His eyes trailed from the top of his bed head to Siwon's arm around his shoulder to Hankyung's tight grip on his delicate hand.
Averting his eyes away from the sleeping fishy, he walked towards the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
He stared into the mirror as the water gushed into a whirlpool in the sink soaking his hands. Bringing his cold hands to his face, splashing cold water onto the naked skin, he closed his eyes and thought back to the start of it all.
Manager hyung called and asked us all to free that evening as he had "important business to discuss". Curious as we were, we all were glad for the arranged meeting as it had been so long since we had a chance to actually get together.
After everyone had gathered together that evening manager hyung had invited to take us out to dinner.
"what's suddenly with him?"
I knew something was amiss, I just couldn't put a finger on it. Shaking my feelings i trailed behind the rest of the Super Junior as they had piled into the vans and made way to the restaurant.
The dinner had flown by smoothly, everyone enjoying their favorite dishes. After the feast, the members once again piled into the vans and made way back to the dorms.
At the dorms, manager hyung gathered everyone together once more in the living room and had broken the news.
"what?" Hyukjae-hyung questioned, taken by much surprise.
"Thats right. The new sub group Super Junior Mandarin- other wise known as Super Junior M- will have to temporarily live in China for debut performances and such. Other than that, you can occasionally visit this dorm when you have free time."
"and who are the confirmed members?" Ryeowook asked, tightening his grip on Yesung-hyung's hand.
"um.. lets see.. Henry and Zhou Mi will be joining you'all. But from here it'll be Hankyung- our chinese man-" Heechul hyung's eyes widened as he turned to look at his lover who simply closed his eyes in silent disapproval "-Siwon-" Siwon sat up straight "-the eternal magnae, Ryeowook-" Yesung hyung froze as Wookie's head rolled to his chest "-Donghae-"
My eyes jumped to where Donghae sat,
WHAT? DONGHAE? and don't tell me Hyukjae as well? I- But if he were to go away, wouldn't that help me to get over him?
Heaving a sigh, I watched as Hyukjae's face twisted in pain, and Hae put an arm around his shoulder and pulled him closer.
Maybe it will, I thought, averting my eyes from the sight. More of that and I'll be prickling daggers into my own heart.
"-and Kyuhyun"
I froze at the mention of my name, as I felt Sungmin's arms wrap around me from behind. I slowly lifted my head, and I noticed the shocked look on Donghae's face as well, before I whimpered a short,
"EH?!?"
Our eyes met for a moment before he averted his to look at Hyukjae.
Hate the thought of the idea so much Hae? I thought as I felt my heart clench in pain.
"well. that's the news. The members will be leaving tomorrow morning at 11am.So pack up and sleep well.Goodnight"
He heaved a sigh, and reached for the face towel hanging near the sink.
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"Hae-ah. Tell me you love me."
He sat up straight in his seat and looked around him. Siwon's sleepy head rested on his shoulder as he realized that he had dozed off on Wonnie's arm. Fidgeting slightly he fixed Hangeng's head rest, as the other securely tightened his grip on his hand.
A dream.
Heaving a heavy sigh, he looked over to where he sat.
Not there.
He turned in his seat once more to look around to find the magnae, as he watched the bathroom door open and he slid out. Their eyes felt for one brief moment before he looked away and walked the length of the isle and plumped down into his seat.
Hate me that much Kyuhunnie~ah?
Hae returned his gaze to the men sleeping on his side, as he slowly rested his head on Won's arm once more, and closed his eyes.
"Donghae~ah.." Hyukjae called, wrapping his arms around me. His breath on my neck and his arms around me- the back of my throat turned dry.
"hmm?" I simply questioned as he placed his chin on my shoulder.
"stay.." He whispered a single word.
We both knew I cant. But he- He still pressed on.
"you know I cant hyukkie~ah.." I replied pilling the folded clothes into the open suitcase.
I felt the loss of warmth as he let go and sat on the edge of the bed. Eyes closed he fell back onto the bed, the back of his hand limply covering his closed eyes. From the corner of my eyes, I saw a tear escape the corner of his eye and slide to the mattress.
Instead of assuring him of anything, I continued on with my task.
I can't say I don't want to go, my mind raged, I know I want to be with Kyuhyun alone. Without him. Without Min.
Finishing packing, I picked the suitcase and placed it against the wall and switched off the lights.
All set for tomorrow.
In the darkness, my eyes shifted to the figure lying on my bed.
Im sorry, my mind whispered a single apology to the silhouette on my bed, as I crossed over to him and fell down next to him.
The night wrapped on around us, as we listened to the members shuffling through the dorms in preparation for tomorrow morning. From the room next to ours, I could hear silent sobbing. Ryeowook- I figured as I heard Yesung hyung's voice muttering words of encouragement and love. As their voices faded, Heechul hyung's voice screeched from across the hallway followed by a sob, something falling to the ground with a huge thud, and then silence.
Everyone's in turmoil, I figured.
As the night dragged on with its noise and the pain along with it, Hyukjae softly broke the silence.
"Hae~ah. Tell me you love me."
I could feel something clench in the depths of my heart, as I stared into the darkness of the room.
Begging him for forgiveness in my mind, I whispered a simple,
"i do" as I turned around and brought Hyukjae into my arms. His grip around me tightened as I felt warm droplets on my shirt.
His eyes opened slowly. A moment passed as the soft hum of the airplane echoed in the background as his eyes scanned around the compartments. SM had reserved the Economic Class of the flight for their travel. The seats were packed with Super Junior staff, manager hyungs, makeup noonas, choreographers, stunt men and the rest.
His eyes sweeping across the crowd once again found him staring into the breaking dawn, headphones in each ear.
Heaving a deep sigh, he ignored his conscience as he whispered a simple,
"i do"
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The rehearsals dragged on as he watched him and Henry practicing the dance that they had come up with.
They had landed in Chine a little over 24 hours but no one really was given a chance to actually rest. Even so, without much complaint, Super Junior M had packed into the van and had made their way to the dance studio. The debut concert is scheduled to take place in a month, and the music and the dances are already starting to rub off on them.
He was confident that they'd do it, that wasn't what was concerning him.
What he was concerned about was Henry's sudden attachment to him.
Oh. And the stroll this will take on all of us.
Taking his eyes off of him for a second he scanned around the room. Zhou Mi and Wookie sat on the couch memorizing the songs, and Hangeng and Siwon sat together discussing the order of the tracks and such. He, himself sitting on the floor cross legged, much drained after hours of practice, lifted the water bottle to his lips, and immersed himself in the cold liquid that calmed the raging thirst within him.
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Hours turned into days. And days turned into weeks.
The debut concert was now less than a week away, and the members were constantly practicing, rehearsing and memorizing everything, with less than 3 hours of sleep everyday.
The signs of strains were visible on everyone. Everyone except him.
On the other hand, he constantly looked after the other members, and never showed signs of weakness.
The rehearsals for the day, dragged on for long hours, and in order to cover all the songs, they all skipped lunch. After a few more hours of rehearsals, everyone took a small break to fill their hungry stomachs and quench the thirst.
He watched him walk out of the room and head towards the bathroom as everyone started to dig into the food.
He looks pale, he thought as he watched him slip out of the room.
Concerned, he climbed to his feet and followed him.
A few feet away from him, he saw him fall to the ground.
Wh-? Instinctively he ran up to him, and dropped to the ground next to him, one arm protectively around his shoulder.
"Hyung? You ok?"
He found his answers on his pale face.
Obviously NOT.
He tightened his grip around his shoulder, and swiftly picked him off the ground and turned to head towards the studio.
So light.
"-o",he muttered weakly, stopping him in his tracks.
"eh?"
"not the studio.no", he managed a weak plea.
why no- YOU SHOULDN'T BE WORRYING ABOUT THE OTHERS BEING TROUBLED AT A TIME LIKE THIS. AISH.
Silently arguing with himself, he turned on his heels and headed in the opposite direction.
The shower and the locker room is that way.
He fastened his steps as his eyes shifted to the man now in his arms.
So DAMN light.
He thought watching his eyes close as his head rolled onto his chest.
"Hyung. Don't sleep. Don't sleep"
He insisted, racing up the stairs, two at a time.
He's not supposed to sleep when he faints right? right. Don't sleep Hae..
Upon reaching the landing, his eyes scanned for the locker room. Having found his destination he raced to the door.
He placed him on the floor safely, afraid to place him on the bench -were him to fall over and hurt himself- and searched around the room for any sort of medicine.
I have to loosen his clothes, he gulped at the thought as he stared at his unconscious hyung.
Mustering the strength to his hands, he lifted him partially off the ground with one hand, and pulled on the shirt that was drenched in sweat, revealing his naked skin.
Swallowing hard once more at the sight of his naked torso, he pulled off the shirt over his head and placed him safely back on the ground, and climbed to his feet once more to grab a towel and a basin of cold water.
After having used up the cold water to stabilize his internal temperature, he climbed to his feet to search for a dry towel to dry him off.
"kyuhyun~ah.."
He froze at the mention of his name and hesitantly turned towards him.
"h-hyung?"
"Sorry. I didn't mean to trouble you" he apologized, sitting up.
"It's fine. Don't sit up yet. Lie down", he tried to assure his worried hyung as he tried to make him lie back down.
"I'm fine, I just need to eat something" He reassured him, climbing to his feet.
Not.
He thought, as he watched him weakly walking a few steps and dangerously swaying back and forth. Hurrying beside to him once more, he wrapped a secure hand around his waist -the feel of his naked skin sending chills down his spine.
At the feel of contact he slowly turned to look at him- their faces mere inches from each other. When their eyes did meet, he could have sworn he saw a strange light pass his eyes.
His eyes shifted from his eyes to his lips and back to his eyes. Subconsciously, his grip on Hae's waist tightened and he watched as he stiffened after noticing the obvious change in grip.
He made to break away,
Don't go,
He turned to look him straight in the eyes, his hands switching positions to either side of his waist.
"Kyuhyun~ah..?" His voice muttered softly, yet questioningly.
He replied by taking a step towards him, closing the distance between them.
At the sudden loss of personal space, he fell back until the back wall cornered him between him and the wood.
"Kyuhyun~ah.."
He whispered again, as his weak legs failed him and he swayed dangerously once more.
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What's wrong with Kyuhyun?
He pressed his strengthless palms against the wall seeking for support, as his weak legs gave away beneath him once more.
Aish. I'm not strong enoug-
He forced his eyes shut as he felt the ground give away beneath him. Instead of hitting ground head first, he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around him securely. His eyes flew open at the sudden contact and he felt his heart drop to his stomach as his hold strengthened.
So close.
Heaving an inaudible sigh, he prayed that he wouldnt feel his heart that was going crazy at the lack of distance between them. Hesitating a moment, he placed his weak hands on his arms and tried to shake off his magnae.
Closer.
He failed, no surprise there. In his weakened state it was impressive enough that he was still standing. Kyuhyun retaliated by coming closer to him, pressing his body flush against his own, his fingers waltzing along the back of his naked torso.
Try as he may, he knew it was far from him to actually deny Kyuhyun. One because he was physically weak. Two because, truth be told, his mind was taunting him with endless requests of possible pleasures.
He had dreamt of this moment for as long as he could remember. Yet now that, fantasy was turning into reality, he no longer had the heart to continue.
No scratch that. What he lacked wasn't the heart. His heart was already overflowing with love for his magnae. What he lacked was courage. The courage to hurt the anchovy back home that loved him so dearly.
He felt his breath at the nape of his neck as his face inched closer to him. Their lips barely a few centimeters away from each other, his eyes focused on his lips.
I can't.
He argued within, as he felt his all surrounding him.
I'm sorry Hyukjae.
He forced his eyes shut as his lips finally crashed onto his own
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