a memory so distant.

i
c a n
n o t

t r a c e

m y f o o t s t e p s b a c k.

w h a t s t h e p o i n t o f m i s s i n g...

r e m e m b e r i n g?

unreal.

i feel unaccomplished. unskilled. unintelligent. un -------.

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i'm not your supergirl.
i can't give what you want.
in your eyes i'm only taking

i scream, i shout, i whine.

am i the girl you're looking for?
i can only promise you me trying.

i've not the time to take walks
or watch butterflies in the park
i'm not your punk rock girl

but i hope i'm enough.

say hello to my new friends...

the LG Renoir KC910


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you. you knew of what you promised. it's not about jealousy. it's about your own sensitivity, and i don't wish to say its reflective of what i am to you. i take all the shit you say to me (intentional, and unintentional), your doubts about me. i take the weight of your insecurities on my shoulders. i'm trying to change, to be a better, calmer, less ( Read more... )

i'm happy. it may not be the new year, but i'm smiling from ear to ear like a child. i've caught on the eBay addiction. who says Christmas isn't all year round? here's to new things, even though the new year's over.

i have an obsession. i name my things.

sidenote: i'm missing you. terribly terribly much.

it's no point to cast hatred, & i'm tired to fight for recognition. i curl up like a fetus, and wrap my arms around myself. i'm an unborn, and i am my only protector. i will let you all do what you want. talk down at me for i am nothing in your eyes. i am the black sheep, but that doesn't mean i don't have white spots on me. and maybe, all of you ( Read more... )

no supper, no snacks, no sleep.
no grudges, no whining, no animosity.

Daniel says, find balance in your chakra.

ZEN.
balance.
tune in. zone out.

i may just be grumpy today. i'm allowed that much, am i not?

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