xstephibx

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four days, it'll be one month.

Should I not feel like shit? I mean, it's so hard not talking to him.

Since yesterday, once we got off the phone, all I thought about was summer. Not just summer, more like if or when he moves to Pittsburgh. Something in my mind says that won't happen but I want it to so bad.

Imagine it. He's here..anyday he wants to be. Not problem taking him to ( Read more... )

This shit is getting hard. Very, extremely hard. Fucking fifteen minute conversation in a week?

God, is this what it's going to be like forever? Because I don't know if I can take it. I really, honestly, don't know if I can. It's hard. Harder than I ever imagined it'd be.

I love him. So much. More than I've ever loved anything. It's driving ( Read more... )

If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

[now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be]

So, last night I babysat until almost 12. I'm so tired, it's not even funny. I finished my homework before babysitting, thank god. I'm attempting to work harder on school, I really need those grades.

I've been looking at colleges and I found -some- but nothing that I ( Read more... )

I hate mornings.
I hate mornings with a passion.
I hate waking up.
I hate getting dressed.
I hate putting make-up on.
I hate school.
I hate PSSAs.

That's pretty much what I hate today. Minus that I didn't talk to Joel ( Read more... )

Too early.
Going to die.
Hate Valentine's Day.
I'm not single.
I'm in love
But I still hate it.
I'm going to see all the couples kissing each other
And getting presents
While my effin' valentine is not here
Eff Valentine's Day
School Sucks
Have to babysit tonight
Joel. If you're going to call. Call before 7.

Love you

♥Sally

Alright, I suppose I'll make this entry better..since the other ones have been just terrible.

The past few days have been okay. Nothing really happened on the weekend which sucked because I didn't even get to talk to Joel, which meant that I did nothing..but..think. I got into another fight...

I now have no ride to Jersey Shore, which was ( Read more... )

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