Man, I have never felt under so much pressure before. 1 month to go and a million things to do. I dont have any confidence in my self. Failing is not an option. My brain is in overdrive about to overload ( Read more... )

Yesterday I recieved a package in the mail from a friend in QLD. There were 2 cd's inside: the first was David Bowie's Heathen, and the second was by a band named Bright Eyes ( Read more... )

I recently posted a new pic of myself in the profile section. This picture is a self portrait and shows how i am both faceless (... a nobody) and black and white (... dry and boring). I think its sums my personality up quite succinctly.

I can smell revolution!

I feel very confused. I feel very wierd. Songs:Ohia provide some comfort however, at the same they are probably the source of my enigmatic mood as well.

I think I should stop listening to music and go to uni. Less than 2 months to go .... must push on.

Despite the fact I am on uni holidays and have nothing in particular to do, i still haven't been able to find 5 mins to post on my LJ for the last couple'o'days. Whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

Heres the good first: Got my marks back - 2 credits and 2 high passes. Im heaps happy, especially with the credit in politics and enviro management. Now i dont have to worry about summer skool and i can just bum all holidays. Woohoo ( Read more... )

Arrgghhh! 2hrs until my uni results come in for this semester. If i pass all is good. If i fail - even one subject - I will have to do another uni at the end of my degree. That is not very good - very bad in fact ( Read more... )

I've been sooo tired these last couple of days. One of the guys at work has glandular fever and i think maybe he's passed it on to me. Perhaps its because ive had pizza the last two nights in a row. Can pizza make you tired ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention about Mongs giggling nerd mind just before. The last two days when he has come over he just hasnt been able to contain himseld when he looks at me ( Read more... )

Today I went Christmas shopping with Jo (my girlfriend), Bec (her sister) and Dave (Bec's boyfriend/my friend). I dont know if its just me, and this by no means is purely related to christmas shopping - just shopping in general, but whenever I enter a shop I start to get heaps uncomfortable and itchy. Perhaps its anxiety? I dunno but fuck its sooo ( Read more... )