girl in serious need of ridding all mirrors

[mend_my_fetish]

I just cant help but feeling like shit...

I just hate who I am these days. I hate who I want to be. I am constantly crying myself to sleep these nights. My relationships, both those romantic and not, are at their lowest points. I am incredibly jealous of one of my friends. I want to be somebody else. I cant help but looking at myself and thinking "

Comments

[stale_cologne]

Ohhh carmen:( I'm so sorry about how you feel. I know exactly what you mean. but you are absolutely gorgeous, and creative and hilarious and you bring so much energy and enthusiasm into every room you enter and you should feel so good about yourself, and half the time i'm envious of you because you're so alive and so creative and talented and natural and beautiful, and I hope someday you realize that because it's true. last year i ate lunch by myself a lot :/ and its not fun. i wanna eat lunch with you and cheer you up. heck i just want to cheer you up because you don't deserve to feel like this my pumpkin
I love you Carmen. you're a great friend and tomorrow i will give you a very very big hug :)

[mend_my_fetish]

i love you sooooooo much jin, you dont know how much what you said cheered me up

[mend_my_fetish]

oh and jin you are extremely beautiful and are such a kind hearted person and you are such a good friend, and im just glad to have someone who can get a kick out of the corny things i like to laugh about tehe:) i love you tons!!

[stale_cologne]

:) you always cheer me up at school. you are one funny girl carmen. i love you!

[beautyispoison_]

your are beautiful, amazing and i know a lot of people who always talk about "what an amazing girl" you are. Dont take yourself for granted because you are a very special person with a very compassionate heart and i know people who love you. I LOVE YOU CARMEN! you make me laugh, and your smiles make me sing and your poetry is always lovley. You are amazing and it brings me down to think that you dont feel that way about your amazing self. No worries. Life will pick back up. Hopefully you will be able to look at yourself in the mirror and be like wow what a good looking chick. You have a great sense of humor great style great hair great eyes i love everything about you and i hope you will recover and go back to loving yourself. you a beautiful peice of WOMAN!