hey my dear people, i have a new livejournal, it goes a little something like this.... wordalchemist ....thats it. add me back to get a closer look at my intriguing hand in hand journey of writing and life experiences that is my lj ( Read more... )

oh my, katherine elizabeth lane of redmond how i adore you with all my fifteen year old heart! how you make my days sunnny!! how you make my heart burst with laughter! how you make all happiness seem within arms reach!! OH I LOVE THIS GIRL!!! its amazing how we have known eachother since 3rd grade, she changed schools in 4th we never went to the ( Read more... )

that i simply wasnt ready for them. nope not at all. to me a boyfriend causes too much stress like "Am i doing things right? wait how come he didnt call? what will he think?" shoot if i wanted that kind of stress i would have signed myself up for 15 year old mail-order brides of india or soemthing. i think that highschool, especially the girl ( Read more... )

i dont know if this whole boyfriend thing is for me
im not really good at it

I just cant help but feeling like shit...

I just hate who I am these days. I hate who I want to be. I am constantly crying myself to sleep these nights. My relationships, both those romantic and not, are at their lowest points. I am incredibly jealous of one of my friends. I want to be somebody else. I cant help but looking at myself and thinking " ( Read more... )

:(

vancouver is soooo beautiful i loved it. it was great. ride back home caused some lifechanging irony. you see on the way back home we passed this cemetery and funeral home and i was just looking at the cars there and people there and thought to myself "just imagine how awful it must feel to have lost a loved one at a time like this..." and then ( Read more... )

well my christmas eve was pretty interesting if you dont mind me sayin
it consisted of goooooooood homecookin, looking back at when i was a little kid, being with my best friends and my boyfriend, oh, and getting in *trouble:/

( later that night... )

ummm huh errghhh well uhhh how should i put this?
oh yeah last night i got my first kiss from benny boy so yeah party on

im so cool to have gotten it at what? age 15? in the rain? late at night? on N.E. 8th st? yeahhhh!

i call it quits. my life is sooooooooo boring. honestly look at all these cool kids goin to shows to and fro every weekend, parties here parties there, chattin it up with friends from all over the damn puget sound as if they were placed there like sets of girl scout troops or somethin. man, and what do i do each and every weekend? nothing. but you ( Read more... )

it kind of sucks when ( Read more... )