my eating disorder is about control. if i lose control there is a price to pay. like purging or hurting myself anyway i know how.

i love you

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yeah so today is fuck, i hung out with kimmie though which was neato.. she called me and asked me to go to salad works and i went it was cool. we talked a lot shes good people it made me happy to finally hang out with her again. after that i took kelsey to get my nails done they look nice. that was her x-mas present from me. good kid good kid. ugh ( Read more... )

oh golly.. my first time updating in 3 monts and i have 3 comments like rapid fire and all from people i like. wow. well i dont like kand but its okay. im just kidding i always mess with her and sometimes i feel bad but most of the time its really funny cause shes used to it. ugh damn it i want to play snood but its not on this gay computer. i just ( Read more... )

okay i have no idea whats going on with this damn thing but whatever, so i havent updated in a long time.. sorry to all my avid readers. i know i have so many. but anyway i just took a math quiz and probably failed it cause im really stupid but yeah so these past couple months ive gotten my hair cut, dyed it, and found out that robbie <3 has a ( Read more... )

oh my god i wish i was in a different school and/or town..

it didnt even start yet and i already know ill be miserable

i bought the passion today i wanna go and watch it i have to work for the next 2 days fuck that i wanna quit and be a bum again

i want to go to the beach i want to sleep i want to talk on the phone with my boyfriend

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okay well most people suck and i really dont care for a lot of you.. um today was a good day i went to robbies* and like 11 or so and stayed til 730-8ish and then came to kands and me her jode and ange went on an amazing adventure.. we ended up at apps it was sick and me and jode played "fire in the hole" with kands nachos, she was mad... we didnt ( Read more... )

i got a myspace today.. i joined the cult ebven though i said i wouldnt and even worse im kind of addicted to it now... bah! gayhttp://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=3414468&Mytoken=

second update of the day

okay i hate it when people say "you have no idea"... cause usually.. THEY dont know the half of it.. and THEY have no idea. they think that they're the only person to "go through something like this".. but hey, sometimes people suprise you