last night was soooo fun. it was so nice to kinda get away from everything. man... veggie burgers, napoleaon dynamite, cd world, starbucks for two hours, kill bill, and top it off with talking for another hour lol. so fun. i went to nw this morning cuz josh watned me to go and i have never felt more uncomfortable or more unwelcome in my entire ( Read more... )

i just played the funiiest pop up ad ever lol. i am about to go see napoleon dynamite for the FOURTH time lol it is soooo good and i am seeing it again on thrusday i know it is ridiculously pathetic. love you guys have a great evening ALI I MISS YOU

I AM FEELING SO GOOD TODAY. activities wise it kinda sucked. billy you were awesome but just ask me to play drums if you need me too geez no need to be bashful lol. anyway austin... i am so proud of you and i am going to miss you this week. god is going to do amazing things in you. i am feeling so good. i ahve two dates this week. lol well ( Read more... )

i jsut hung out with josh and it was so much fun. i miss all my friends so much...lately i have been completely void of like any emotion. like tonight talking to josh i started getting choked up and it aws almost a great feeling just to feel something. i am so drained and i get sad thinking that my personality and my view of life in general is ( Read more... )

i have been having this horrible fear lately. i am so afraid that i am not going to do what i want to do in life. i am beginning to get all these realistic ambitions and expectations that are so not me. i dont think that i want to like settle and get some pracical degree that i can use to make a mediocre amount of money and that will make me ( Read more... )

i think its funny to see how we change certain situations in our minds to make ourselves feel better about them... humans are so pathetic lol. anyway that is fairly pessimistic i am going to go eat some veggies... lol later kiddies
mads
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its amazing how uncontrollable feelings are. no matter how set you are on feeling one way or not feeling one way... it just doenst really matter. almost like something inside you begins to feel sonething you dont want to be feeling just to spite you... i cant be thinking these things or wanting the things that i want right now withour pissing off ( Read more... )

boredom... taking over me... want... to... sleep ( Read more... )

hola amigos. i am about to head over to my great aunts house for fourth o' july food. happpy fourth everyone. independence.... ahhh gotta love it. anyway... i have completed like 5 days of being vegetarian. http://www.goveg.com go there... watch the meet your meat video and you will too. ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT I AM SO PISSED i jsut deleted my entire entyry and i know i am not going to be able to remmeber it. ok lets see... im sorry to everyone who has had to experience my bitchiness over the past several days. i ove all of you. i had so much fun with kali at the omg show the other night and WHITE TELEPHONE is an amazing band. they were so ( Read more... )