urg, he pisses me off, what an ass hole...fucking jason see this is y me and him wouldnt fucking work, i swear i cant say shit around him with out hurting his feelings its like get the fuck over it! then he tells me what i said got to him but when i ask for an example he cant give me one, so i'm like well fuck then it cant be that important! i dont ( Read more... )

so its my birthday..........happy birthday to me!!! wooo-fucking-hooooo........growing up is so fucking scary to me, i mean the future scares me cause i feel like i'm growing older but not accomplishing shit....like every birthday i'm in the same position feeling like shit about myself and always unhappy with how things are going.....i mean even ( Read more... )

ouch! that hurt, that hurt alot...u know how u can tell urself one thing and really believe it but really u dont, u just tell urself u believe it to keep finding a reason to wake up every morning, but then u find it what u have been saying to urself is true and then u just feel like shit.......yea so i've been saying since day one i'm not his type ( Read more... )

alright ( Read more... )

beijinhos 85: i have the biggest knot in my stomach......this is like the roman nervous but 10 times more ( Read more... )

to lazy to recopy so here is what i wrote to cynthia ( Read more... )

All I know ( Read more... )

yea today would have made it one year....wonder what that feels like...
oo well maybe someday i'll get to find out, until then i'll just keep trotting away with this lonely heart..

OK, so its one of those i SHOULD be doing something else moments but i need to vent and before i start typing my english paper i rather warm up my little fingers with a venting excerise. Well where to start where to start, urg i still dont feel good, my tommy still hurts and i'm not digesting food very well, god why the hell does this always happen ( Read more... )

hey honey, im sorry i didnt call you back last night. i was doing that stupid fundraiser in the pouring rain until nearly 10pm and then i fell asleep. i woke up around midnight and then it was too late to call you so i just did my homework and went back to sleep. i will most definetly call you tonight. i dont know if you're working or not but i'll ( Read more... )