I guess it was a bigger deal for me than for him, or atleast he didn't show it. I guess I should take this and move on. Something doesn't feel right though. Its sad that even after all this time it doesnt feel real, and i keep wondering when the day will come where things will be back to normal. Will I ever stop missing him? And does he even care? ( Read more... )

Went to an awesome show tonight with Cynthia, The Last Goodnight at the Webster. There we met this pretty cool girl, who was very much a groupie, but found to hang out with. She was doing the lead singer in some other band. Matt White, he was ok except for the fact he thought he was hott shit tough he def wasn’t. But w/e. I saw Brett, and damn let ( Read more... )

Update, to yesterday's entry. I wanted to add one more scenario, or the GUY decides to give ones manager their phone number instead. Fuck life! And its only FREAKING Tuesday, week CAN NOT get worse.

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Rollercoaster, that is how life has been feeling lately. Rollercoaster of emotions, and right now I’m coming close to the bottom. Its all a blur on what sets me off and what gets me high. SO I’m such a school girl but at the same time I miss feeling that way. I miss feeling loved, or cared about. I guess there are things of Brett I miss a lot. I ( Read more... )

Life. It truly is never how you plan it, or ever ends up how you hope it will. Its weird I am 22 and feel like I don’t have much to show for myself. But at the same time I do set extremely high expectation for myself. I mean I’m 22, I’m a college graduate, I have a job, (not a career), recently single, making decent money, saving a decent amount. I ( Read more... )

Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

i dont know why i got so emotional about the situation last night. i mean im kinda used to it, so why did i get so weird? all summer and fall and through the beginning of winter really, i partied w/ my ladies and met all ( Read more... )

well guess i should update....umm been 6 months soon somehow were still together, in all honesty i dont ( Read more... )

well i guess i should update this..to sum up my life...well ( Read more... )

Let’s take off ( Read more... )