i want to play

i want to smile

i want to have fun

without worry.

i want someone to love me back.

I want. I want.

Me. Me. Me.

Now. Now. Now.

Mine. Mine. Mine.

On. And on. And on.

Me

I'm reading Life of Pi and my book app on here just recommended Savor the Moment by Nora Roberts

because being trapped in a lifeboat with a 450lb tiger is the same as marriage

oh wait....
10:07amSteve

depends on how much you love that tiger
10:07amMe

probably a lot more than a bridezilla. at least tigers are less scary when they're mad

I don't even know who I am anymore, or if I ever knew. If I did, it's like I lost someone who died and I can't come to terms with it.

I just feel horrible things. They eat at me like an acid or cancer.

I just want it all to be over...I don't think I was ever fit for life.

Where did the time go?

Everything is only a temporary fix.

if i were someboy else, i don't think i would like me.

"Baby you need to go lay down you've gotta get up early."

"Uhm you're crying your eyes out. Sleep can wait."

The shadows in the corners have changed. They aren't merely shadows. They're just darkness.
And I feel like candles are being blown out one by one and the darkness is slowly, slowly creeping out of the corners across the carpet up the walls and through furniture.

It's alarming but I don't feel alarmed. I don't grab matches. I just watch as it creeps ( Read more... )

Alec:  There is nothing on tv.
Kyla: Chopped.
Alec: You know me lol.
Kyla: And you know me lol.
Alec: Yupp a book in one hand and the remote in the other lol
Kyla: Haha and hair dye on my head.
Alec: With noodles on the table lol.
Kyla: God dammit. Am i -that- typical?
Alec: Lol
Kyla: Also, you forgot the laptop on the end table.
Alec: Dammit lol.
Kyla: ( Read more... )

Tonight is dedicated to thoughts that aren't mine.
Or things I'm thinking, but don't realize I'm thinking, because I no longer feel clever or...eloquent enough to express them.

Where did I go?
Or was I ever here at all?

I can't even remember words..
but all I want to do is scream them.

Oh Sylvia. Sometimes I fear we've put our things in the exact same ( Read more... )

El Chupakyla says: -did i tell you i did a survey through one of my paid survey sites and i got to watch a Sherlock Holmes trialer ( Read more... )