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Christ, I feel so fucking unbearably lonely. -
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I'm just not the same at all since you left me. -
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Dear George,
Today I realized you're not coming back. Wish someone would have told me, instead of making me sit her for over a month, until I just gave up. Whatever I did, I'm sorry, and thank you. Thank you for changing me for the better. You've left a permanent mark on my heart, and I'll never be able to replace you.
Love always,
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Haven't heard from George(Or George Sr) in 11 days. Don't want to talk about it. Pissed at Joey, I needed a distraction. I needed human beings to talk with, needed someone to go record shopping with me. The bastard snubbed me. I finally try to reach out to people in a positive way, looking to escape my pity party, a fresh start and clean slate and ( Read more... ) -
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feeling not so bad now that George and I talk every day, before he goes to sleep. I can't wait for him to get back, and we can begin making the arrangements to meet each others folks and explain to them what we want to do(seeing as he hasn't seen his dad, he's yet to tell him our plans to get married.) then check out this job in New York and ( Read more... ) -
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I heard from George yesterday. Now it's apparently just a matter of obtaining his things(luggage, passport, license) and he's on his merry way. Long story. very long story I don't feel like relaying. I don't know what to think anymore. I love him, but, I dunno.
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tmi confession: when I'm anxious, nervous or upset I bite at the inside of my cheeks with my canines. Suffice to say my mouth is fucking torn. up. at the moment.
