I feel like writing today. Robins scum-sucking shitbag ex friend nicked my iPad and used the cash to fund his mongoloid escapades. The whole of yesterday morning was spent crying and talking to cops(who are fucking useless) and Apple Support(screw-ups), calling the Virginia Unemployment insurance fraud hotline(he's sponging off the system because ( Read more... )

George is coming home without finishing his treatment. He won't tell me how long the doctors said he has without it. He probably won't seek out more in the future. I don't know how to handle this. I will be completely realistic and honest with you: I do not have the maturity or stability to handle this. I can not be a widow before I'm 30. If he ( Read more... )

one week down, two to go(hopefully) I flipped out and blurted it out to my family out of anger and frustration because I'm tired of being hated and scapegoated and for whatever reason I'm stupid enough to still want to explain myself and seek their approval. I kept it secret because I knew they wouldn't care anyway. Shit they wouldn't care if I ( Read more... )

You know what? I'm fucking done. I am done with everyone. I'm tired of every annoying insufferable fucking twat. I'm in a really bad place right now. My boyfriend has cancer, I can't forget the abandonment, I'm going through a bad bout of depression and crippling social anxiety paired with misanthropy that grows every day, I simply can not handle ( Read more... )

Oh My GOD just shut up shut up shut up. You and your stupid self-vaildating comments about how beautiuful and flawless(lol newsflash you're a stupid putrid ugly bitch inside and out and you know it hence your bragging about how supposedly beautiful you are) and utterly fucking retarded, edgy and punk rawk you are are the epitome of no1curr ( Read more... )

I have found that people who whine and cry and baw about everything needing to be an impossible saccarine PC dreamworld, where we obviously would not be able to say or do anything because it would be privileged or ablest or just plain hurt someones gosh darn feelings, are typically horrible, insufferable, phony assholes who frequently hurt others.

Ugh wish I had the notes feature. I can't with some of these people. So much that I need to frequently be reminded just how much I can't.Maybe I'm just in one of those arrogant-as-fuck moods in which I find nearly everyone insufferable.

My Christmas was mediocre. I miss George. I never sleep anymore.

I think the US should incorporate more UK English into our collective vernacular. It's kind of very whimsical. How cool would it be if we started referring to vacationers as "holidaymakers," bathing suits become "bathing costumes" and in these hard economic times, "skint" is a useful one ( Read more... )

Goddamn, knitting is some tedious shit.

I got a call from George yesterday. I told him I moved on but I still love him. He's supposed to be leaving on the 15, and we'll most likely elope, should this all come to fruition. Apparently he sent me loads of letters but they never got here.

I don't know what the fuck to think anymore.