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[menschlichen]

what i meant by that comment about jordana as platonic ideal for me is an emotional flash i had earlier today which i am reminded of as i look at her myspace photos, it is that the idea of woman as impulsive and beautiful and dangerous and drenched in femininity that i got from stendahl and byron and my dad's lying anecdotes and tennessee williams

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[melancholia_i]

About finshing school, i agree that college is such an easy ride, and it will be easy to fear its ending, but freedom and doing whatever you want/dream are far better than ease. College made me very lazy.
It's great to be able to thing about post college plans more geographically than as a carreer directional. I mean, most folks are going to finish, have some temp job or internship in DC, and that will be that. But to think of moving according to which city seems the most fiiting, well its a very satisfying thing to work for. I'm probably going to Budapest in a few weeks, ill let you know some impressions, though my analysis of the city im in right now has been scant, i still dont know much about prague. im through the surface, under the skin, but only under that thin transparent layer, and im buried in cappilaries.
lastly, yeah fuck getting asked if your gay all the time. happens to me here allll the time. being nice and wierd and respectful do not a homosexual make.
however, fuck being macho.
have a great year.

[menschlichen]

thanks mayne. definitely do let me know about budapest.

[kreb_star]

Jacob it was great to read a post from you even if it might've been a little tortured. I agree with everything Sam said, and as someone else who has been accused of being gay, I feel you. Right now I am with Christina, who to me embodies all of what you said about Jordana, down to understand a very heterosexual fire. We need to hang out, stat. I'll try to get to Williamsburg, or you come up here, I have an apartment.

[toxicoworld]

oh jacob, people say you're gay for lots of other reasons.

[lepetitevoyeur]

This is off subject, just a warning.

Remember back in early summer when we were talking about starting up a dance night to cultivate/address the dearth of dj culture in williamsburg and to avoid more of those terrible sweaty 3am dorm room grind a thons that seem to be the only option as far as the old college goes? I mean any dance night I dj will be all of the above except terrible and in a dorm room, and that's a good start. The kid I talked to about this in the Meridian never followed up with me. I don't charge [much], just enough to cover gas. I might be able to get more reputable dc djs down there too. You seem to be the only person who wants this enough to help me make it happen but it is afterall for the general good. Let's get this crackkin son!

[massamo]

jacob, update more often. you know how much i get out of reading your entries.