God Jude pisses me off so bad! Him and mom had a fight and he made her cry again. I hate it when he does that. Well while they were fighting mom asked Jude if he wanted us to move out had he told her that that wouldn't be a problem. Well I'd be happy to leave, but I know that mommy doesn't want to. I'm sick of living there with that man. He's such ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I missed ya'll a whole bunch. Man I thought I had a bad time with Vici. She doesn't compare to Jude. God he made this vacation a living hell for mom and me. All he did was bitch. Well I g2g. Mom needs the computer I'll write more later. Love ya'll

I'm so happy to be home. I got home last night and the first thing I did was climb into my bed. I've spent my entire day reading the 5th Harry Potter book (Yea I know I'm dumb) and doing absolutely nothing else. It's like I'm in heaven right now. I'm so happy for the peace and quiet and being by myself right now, but I do miss my friends.

I just got back for 11 no make that 12 days straight with Parri (Vici) and her family. We went to Viriginia and West Virginia. Yea the trip was fun, but I really wish that someone would put me out of my misery. All Parri and I have been doing is fighting and her family really got on my nerves. Her Grandma kept bitching and Billie and her family ( Read more... )

I had an ok time at the car wash. Adam was there. That was fun. I missed him so much, but everyone kept bitching at me. So, I wasn't having much fun not to mention that it was really hot and I don't feel well. I feel like crap right now. I was really mean to Adam. He took Missy down to Kelsi's and he was supposed to come and pick me up but we ( Read more... )

Adam's back. I know he is his screen name is up on the computer right now. I need to talk to him so I called his cell phone. I think he's not answering because he knows that it's me. I hate it when he does that. I really need to talk to him but it feels like he's ignoring me when I need him the most. I've been sick like all morning and it really ( Read more... )

There are basically 3 guys in my life right now. Yea go ahead and think whatever you want because I know that you're going to. But I'm just really upset with myself right now. 1 of the guys (Andrew) loves me more than life itself. I know that he would do anything for me... yet for some reason I don't feel attracted to him anymore. Guy #2 (Stewart) ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how to say this but I'm scared shitless right now and I can't even tell ya'll why. I hate being afraid. I was doing really good until the other day and now my entire world is crashing down around me. I HATE this. I need Adam right now and he's out with his family. I hate that I need someone to talk to and he can't be there for me. Then ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. Yesterday was the car wash and Adam stopped by to have the van washed and I talked to him for a little while and he told me that if he knew that this was going to happen he wouldn't of broken up with me in the first place so I was like well then can we get back together? and he told me that he would have to think about it and to ( Read more... )

I hate this. I should have gone to school today. All I did once I got home last night was cry. All I've done today is cry. I didn't think I could face him so I stayed home, but now I've realized that he won't be there for the rest of the year because he's a senior and they get out after today so now I want to be in school. Because I know that this ( Read more... )