I'm confused. I know that Andrew is coming home soon. I know that I should be really happy I mean he's coming here to see me and I know that. But, I'm just not as happy as I should be. I'm not exactly sure why. I just don't feel the same. I mean I'm happy he's coming, but in the back of my mind I know that he's gonna be gone again and then I don't ( Read more... )

hey everyone. I realize I haven't written in a while, but my computer has been very broken. I'm so pissed at my mom right now. Anyone want to guess where she is... I bet you all know. She's at JUDE'S imagine that. I don't understand this fucking shit. We move here so she can get away from him and then all she does is spend time with him. ANd the ( Read more... )

Life is very confusing I hate it. I failed the trig exam. Which SUCKS. I did really bad on the Karem exam.Which was completely my fault because I didn't study. I hate exam week. I hate this apartment. AND I hate JUDE!!! He's been here every night for the past three or four nights and it's driving me crazy. We might as well still be in Talisheek. I ( Read more... )

I hate this crap. I hate that when I need someone it seems that I have no where to turn. I called Andrew, but once again he's to busy for me. I talked to Jason, but that didn't help because Connell was around and I could hear him in the background making fun of Missy and me. I hate this. I'm sick of ROTC and it's fucking bullshit. I'm sick of not ( Read more... )

Hey yall I know I haven't written in a while, but it's been busy over here. I got a call from Andrew last night. He should be in Maryland by now. GOD I HATE the fucking MARINE CORPS. He doesn't know if he'll be home for Christmas and it sucks. I know that I have my friends to turn to when I have a problem but it's not the same. Sometimes he's who I ( Read more... )

I'm so happy I could bounce off the walls! Only 3 days until I leave here to go see Andrew. No Offense to anyone, but I'll be happy to be gone. I'm so sick of everyone's shit it's not even funny. I'm tired of everyone playing mind games and crap like that. It's just not worth it anymore. I Love Ya'll to death, but I need some time away ( Read more... )

Yep Yep that's right 9 days until I leave this place. God, I'm so excited I can't stand it I want to scream and yell and jump and be happy, but it's like I can't. I know ya'll would understand because some of you have been through this to, but I feel like there is no one who really understands. God, I miss Andrew so much. Ever since he left I've ( Read more... )

i'm so freaking confused. Ian asked me out... which is like really sweet, but i'm so scared that I'll hurt him I told him that basically i didn't think it was a good idea because Andrew will be home in 27 days...So, the two of us decided to wait until after Andrew leaves to just see what happens. But I was like sitting in my bed today thinking ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll I know I haven't written in a while, but it's because my computer is crap... I hate being home alone. I didn't go to school today because I woke up this morning really sick and it freaked me out because my mom made me stay home even though I wanted to go. You see my mom and I have a deal... If I don't miss school and keep my grades up ( Read more... )

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