aargh. i hate being left out. it sucks major ass. feels like almost everyone forgot me already. man. i dont think many poeple actually understand although they probably care...but its still completely different. ergh. im either depresses or really stressed right now.

blaaah. this sucks this sucks this sucks.

how i hate every little thing here... ( Read more... )

blah, my weekend was okay. we got stuck in a desert and pushed our car a yard or two with total strangers, went to church and saw the forgotten... i saw it! with my own eyes! SHLOOOOOP! hehe. :\\ im starting to like it here. a microness. smashing. eh. i still needa switch schools or grade or whatever... blah new layout. countdown: 20more days.
sigh ( Read more... )

blah. not liking the new update thing. especially that box up thurr. anyways today i was like at school and it was all cool and all of a sudden i could picture downton la and i was like, dammittt. and i felt so depressed after that. argh. asdfghjhgfdjk.

blah.anyways. sos. just felt like updating. pthhh.

( i was bored )

so today was... eventful.

it was pretty good actually. first in pe this moronic girl picked up a freaking pigeon. well the pigeon seemed like it was tweaked out. lol. anyways wtf. what a moron!? it was dying too. and she threw it. i swear. that girl had issues. scary, sick and funny at the same time. whwen we went back to the locker room, nooone ( Read more... )

yeaaap. so ive been home since liiiike. 11:45 . i ditched. haha.

mmmmmmmmm. no. jk. school was a half day so i only had like one class which was just a mojor pain in the ass. and theeen. my adobe got messed up so now i have to upload all my brushes ... again. jojo, u know how painful that is. yepp. and now if youll exCYOOze me. ill go eat sushay ( Read more... )

okay so today i almost lost it in class because i was soo damn sad. im gonna lose my mind fairly soon...just a pretty predictable prediction.
and-
001. my school is a major pain in the ass.

002. the guys are like hitting on me. which isnt working. what dumbassed losers.

003. noone from la EVER talks to me except jackie and jojo ( ♥ )

004. ( Read more... )

man. my school is gee aye wai. gay. =| and im serious.

i seriously cant handle this shit.

got home an hour ago.
im thinking.
and so on.
bleh.

the 15 freeway -
...is my best friend
...and
...my worst enemy.

and yeah.

toddle.s.

am in jojo's house ( Read more... )

and wee. im certainly getting MY HOPES UP for LA this weekend.

hype. pleaase, lord! i WANT TO GO SO BAD. and so . the dream lives on.