starting april 1st, 2011 i am going to stop eating bread/starch for 30 days... with saturday and sunday being 'free days'.

i'm going to try to document my progress... and see if it helps. I was trying to eliminate everything... and that wasnt working.... so, carbs first!

wish me luck

woah, weird ass dream!! I dreamt that i had just gotten an old white boxy car (not unlike my first car that i never did drive) and it was perfect timing because i was going to take it to the Taking Back Sunday show. Someone was coming over to look at it or for some reason had to move it, and suddenly it's Phil's Brother, except it was just an older ( Read more... )

urgh my head.
i wish it was just normal in there.
i'm so paranoid about everything for no reason (other than im usually right =( )

i can see how this could fold in on itself and basically be the 'same old' because of my paranoia or insanity. But, this is about overcoming those things and bettering myself and NOT being insane for no reason ( Read more... )

this could get pretty interesting.....

not sure if it was something he was going through, or something he thought he had to do or prove to himself, but eric is talking to me again via text. Yesterday morning it was eric and blair furiously texting me from seperate spaces (eric was at work). One was telling me how i'm a trooper and the other was telling me how we should make out. NOW. ( Read more... )

i'm so conflicted for the silliest reason! i dunno if i should go to Panic's set tonight after work (and miss half of it because of work)and not care about what time im out till cause i don't work tomorrow, or go tomorrow night and see the whole thing at expense of my sleep because i open sunday morning (or leave early, which i probbly won't want ( Read more... )

so new years was really good.. yet i'm still embarrassed at dancing. i really need to find a place to go out to that has music i enjoy, with laid back people sitting around with the option to dance if they so please. haha. I'm just not cool enough for da club ( Read more... )

tired and my rooms a mess and i feel meh AND we are getting mega busy ( Read more... )

urgh