im a sad individual

and i still love cody

and...im addicted to cs

and...i wanna runaway with her and have tons of babies

I spoke with her today

I made a con

p.s. www.bodeekount.com im "Punked" under there

http://www.caleague.com/?page=teams&teamid=14802, the link to my cal (cyberathlete amateur league ( Read more... )

Only a shadow of what was

I'm sad now

I may go to a show tommorow

Not sure, i'll call Erin in a few hours and still if we're still up to it

Doubt it

I doubt alot

This is my december

Another day, another story, another tragedy ( Read more... )

I think when I do move out, I've had a lot of time (the past year or so) to consider it, Huntsville's out of the question, whatever once spawned between me and...Cody, no long burns obviously, if (on the rare occasion) we do have conversations it's always brisk, I try to be short, I know she's only trying to be polite, and I'm trying to tell her it ( Read more... )

i knew you'd never stay

hmm, to much music, to much time, saw matt for the first time...in ages today...he fucking shot thumbtacks into the piece of paper cody wrote 'cody loves trey always and forever' in big letters, now there's a whole where the v is in love....god i was pissed

nothing's forever

i'm off to waste my life in cs

only 4:30 am, i didn't get up till 10:43 pm i'm wasting away

Tommorow might be better, i skipped both of my court dates i think juvie is next, i'll make well with bubba

fun

i want someone to blame what's been happening lately on, nobody's a likely canidate...so i'll shoulder the burden until i can find someone more fitting

im gonna go make me a

now i sleep, a dude man (welcome to the department of redundancy department) i met on cs offered to mail me a mic when he heard i was on the phone with a team mate, and having my team mate relay my messages...lol ( Read more... )