okay, so, PARTS of new york city are glamourous, i take that back ( Read more... )

i'm updating from jamie's dad's sandwich shop in manhattan. i think it's like, on 2nd avenue and 12th or something. whatever, i'm seeing grindhouse tonight and eating a free sandwich ( Read more... )

brooklyn is so amazing ( Read more... )

omg omg omg ( Read more... )

another day of sitting at work, updating livejournal, watching heroes, and getting paid for it. cool ( Read more... )

I'm torn between ad photo and fine art. After walking around the MFA walk-thru, I love installation art. I always have, but I appreciate it more when I see what my peers have created. They're beautiful pieces of art. I love art. I love art. I love art. Jeez, I'm such an art fag. But whatever, I'm okay with it. Photography as just plain prints bores ( Read more... )

So I finished classes/finals/critiques yesterday. I'm done! I decided to pick up two shifts at work: one at the Honor Show handing back work to students, and the other at the 4th floor studio cage. Both places, as I knew, would be pretty empty. Not a whole lot is going on - no one is shooting in the studios because they're all in the lab printing ( Read more... )

i know that these past few months haven't really shown this, but that month (two months?) "together" meant so much to me, looking back. i wish i hadn't been so stubborn because now you're leaving and moving on to bigger and better things. those conversations we'd have - though i always felt much less intelligent - were so important. i'm sure you ( Read more... )

If you don't know if you want to do something - don't.
Don't let not knowing what might happen hold you back.
Go with your gut - it won't steer you wrong.

surely this too will pass. ::sigh:: i just want things to be better. i want to be accepted. i cant help who i am and where im from. maybe things will be better. i wish there was someone else that i knew of, offhand, that understood where im coming from. this is really retarded, and i wish i knew of a time when all of this will go away and be better ( Read more... )