Tamara, reading your livejournal, which I haven't done in months, has really really depressed me. I hate you, and I want to cry. I'm excited to see pictures, but I can't read them. <3, Maegan.

-why are you facing away from me?

i don't know.

(a beat.)

why are you facing away from me?

-i don't know.

i look at your back every night. why can't you look at mine?

-you want me to look at your back?

no. i mean, yes, but not to look at my back. i just want your arms around me for once.

i know it doesn't seem like it, or feel like it, but you pretty much come first.

i mean, there's my mom and my family and stuff, but you're really important to me.

-and schoolwork is important.

yeah, but you're really important to me.

he will surely tire of shaking my head soon. i hope/

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like i changed so much in this year
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i got to learn that i don't NEED anyone else
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the first love thing
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made me think i needed him
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or someone else
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but i grew a lot
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and i'm just like
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okay alone
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and i have all this other great stuff in my life

I'm spinning around and around and around and I don't know how to fix any of it, honestly.
I just know I can't live like this anymore. I really really can't.

I need time with EW. Hardcore.

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TRUST NO ONE, EXCEPT YOURSELF ( Read more... )

amd we'd left our love in our summer skin.

This place is quite possibly one of the most empowering and inspirational places for a photographer, or a student of photography anyway, to be ( Read more... )