Last night was horrific.  Dad basically told me I won't make a good wife because my room isn't clean...  I basically flipped and ripped him a new one.  Felt like crap.  Told him how I felt.  Basically broke down.  Then came back up within a few minutes.  I was so angry that he kept putting me down and putting me down...I realized I did something I ( Read more... )

So I'm working in the CLC Library as a Circulation Desk Assistant.  I thought I'll be at the desk but turns out I'm putting back books where they belong.  Wasn't so bad when she told me I could listen to music while I work and that I will not have supervision but now its just tedious!  I should have listened to her and believed her when she said ( Read more... )

so, shits ok.  ive been doing a hole lotta thinking and getting my shit str8.  of course its not all good yet, but im getting there one thing at a time. i feel im more of a free bird lately and its feeling good! i dunno, things are kinda different. like i spent most of my summer and fall and winter restoring my reputation and getting my priorities ( Read more... )

So I've been thanking my lucky stars lately.  I've been having good luck lately and I have my higher power to thank for that!  Although life is still a struggle for me in many ways, I'm holding on and enjoying the ride.  Sometimes, I realize I need something I don't have but in no time, when the time is right, I get it.  Not saying that things are ( Read more... )

I've been pretty busy lately.  Going to meetings and.......more meetings!  Damn, that's all my life consists of lately!  I'm going pretty crazy except for the day I saw Eugenya, Carina and Ami; and the days Jassi came over!  Oh Oh!  I saw some of that new Fast and Furious movie in Tokyo or something and it's DA BOMB!  I have to go rent it!  I'm not ( Read more... )

Has anyone else other than me wondered why radio stations bleep out the word "gun" in Rihanna's Unfaithful because it's a bad influence on youngsters, but they play Eminem's Shake that talks about telling a girl she's a slut and sharing her with his friends and telling her how he's gonna "do" her??!!  I say, if they are gonna bleep out "gun" they ( Read more... )

Yo, haven't updated in a while. . . this weekend was pretty good.  Friday, I came home from HP and went to go see Krrish with Krupa, Jigna, and Jessica.  Saturday, I worked in the morning, then went to downtown HP with Jessica and walked around, then went to a party with Krupa and Jigna.  Today, I worked in the morning, then now I'm gonna take a ( Read more... )

It's back and I don't know why.  I'm doing everything I have to. . . keep busy!  But it's still back!  GRRR!

So aside from dealing with school and work and chores, life has gotten a little too pestering.  Yesterday was such a bad day.  Emotional roller coasters non-stop!  I also broke promises to myself. . . "Do not get involved in this" I would ( Read more... )

so, i just came back from vaca tuesday nite! it was tons of fun! my crazy family, jessica, and i left the house around midnight after seeing fanaa.  fanaa was good but eh. so we head to west virginia and get the hotel. not wht krupa thought. . . so she was complaining the whole time. anyway. we went to the golden temple and its just how i remember ( Read more... )

sick of all the fake friends you have & want true friends?? this might sound familiar. . .

Fake friends:

1. make fake promises

2. don't care about your feelings

3. don't call. . . unless they need you of course!

4. don't know who you are any more

5. you don't know who they are any more

6. want you by their side when they need you, but don't even ( Read more... )