all my thoughts as of late are confined to one thing ( Read more... )

All of those love songs are more true now than they ever have been. I'm weak, I admit it. I am in a constant state of questioning; my self, my decisions, my motives are all in renegotiation. I want so much to have people in my life right now that I've pushed away, but I know that will not solve anything. It would be a quick fix to just call you and ( Read more... )

Sitting in a lab where I have spent countless hours thinking and writting, much too hastily I admit, I recall the moments when security was never an issue. In retrospect, I realize that it being a non-issue is exactly what college students take for granted. As my friend D has said, future structurelessness is frightening and makes me feel down ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. It has been too long since such an earth shattering kiss has succumbed between us. And then there were the perameters...damn perameters. The boundries which we had set have since been disapating. And while we keep our distance and spend time to ourselves, learning and growing, is it all lost on last nights fight or this mornings ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is ( Read more... )

I've deleted my myspace account and ever since then I've felt a bit of disconnect. Cut off from people I usually talk to online and such. I guess the way I've seen it is if we're really that close we can manage a phone call here or there and an email or two a month. I just thing Myspace says a lot about the communities we create, what they are ( Read more... )

new years resolutions of 2007:
Bikram Yoga and being well from within
Spending quality time with those i love and adore
Stress management!
Moving to SF in 2008...

That's is all.

Sometimes the most important part of living is ignored ( Read more... )

School is starting again. Just like every year, I am once again happily awaiting its commencement. It has been too long since I've written on topics that I love:  the marginalized, Latinos, US policy making, power and resistance. My aspirations to become more than just what I am now are greater when there are others with the same intensity to ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder if something you said was either in a dream or unfortunately  and probably said out loud? I hope that I kept it inside. I don't want to deal with backtalk. jealousy beats me down with a stick every damn time. why do i hurt myself so?