i think some people dont understand the concept of a journal. dont bother posting me nasty comments, as i will delete them was soon as i read them. what i write if for my own use and is a way for me at times to vent my frustraition and other emotions. its your choice to come on to my journal and read it. if you dont like somthing i have to say then ( Read more... )

im not really sure what to say right now, just thought i should write so im not forgotten or forget. :) things are much the same, meet some good people and made some nice friends. went auqa biking on saturday on albert park lake. saw the airforce put on an amazing show with their choppers too. been hiring lots of movies, and ive got some more work ( Read more... )

well ive finished for my collection of the census now, im pritty buggered from all the walking today. i still have to collate them and sort them out and such and get them back to my supervisor but that can wait for a day or 2. i might go see my frankston friends for dinner tonight at some burger place, where if you eat the whole burget in under an ( Read more... )

well busy day today, first up uni, then media screens, then more census in the rain. no one seems to be home anymore. i called mikey to see what he wanted to do about his fish over the time he is in camberra. cheaked out his new abode and it was really nice. im jelous :P the fish are here atm in richmond with me. safe and sound. im just going to ( Read more... )

well ive been around to all the houses in my census area now 2 times. its getting faster now as i can walk past alot of houses as i go around. its just alot more walking now. today i went to uni as usually, had my copyright test that i had been a bit worried about. i think i did ok, lets just say if leigh or tara failed then we all failed :P ( Read more... )

i went out to dinner tonight to thai silk with some of my new friends, it was cool, then we went to baskin robins down chaple and had some ice cream :) now im back home watching the end of cast away.. wilson has just fallen off the raft.. poor tom hanks.. dont worrie you will be saved soon and will deliver your package.. pitty about your wife who ( Read more... )

dad called me last night just before midnight, i had just crawled into bed so it came as a bit of a surprise. he told me belinda had been in a car accident and that he was with her in the alfred hospital. she was ok, just in shock and a bit worse for wear. Her new mitsubishi mirrage has been totaled by another driver. i havent seen it and she can ( Read more... )

just got call from vic aids, my counceling starts tonight at 6. im really looking forward to just going their and talking to someone, it gets very lonely here but sometimes i just feel like i want to be alone.

im just starting to feel like nothing now, kind of a numbness. feel like my world at the moment is just so mechanical, get up go to uni, do census or not go home sit and do meaninless things and back to bed and all over again ( Read more... )

is it a good idea to watch movies that show me a vision of what i want? that i can relate to? im so sick of feeling down and i want to do anything to get out of this slump, anything but meet random guys.