last night steve came over. he knows what im dealing with atm but wants more and i can understand that. but i cant give more atm. he got upset and left. i felt pritty terrible. in some ways i feel like how mikey might feel and hes playing my charictor. wanting somthing he cant have because i cant do it right now. anyway ( Read more... )

dad called me this morning, reminding me that they were staying up in the city last night. they came over and we went down bridge rd to ufo. i got some more singlets to replace the ones that were stolen from me when i hung them out to dry on the line last week. we then went and got some food from a cafe near coles on church st. its a bit of a werid ( Read more... )

karl and susan are wipeing the slate clean and starting over. how annoying that life doesnt really work the same as in the neighbours world ( Read more... )

sick again, very over it. i dont think this one is going to be to bad ive felt it coming on the last week but keeped it at bay with the vitamins ( Read more... )

ive booked in to see the councelor. im looking forward to dealing with it and talking about it all with someone totaly out of the picture.
on a differnent note thou. whats happened to yasmins getting married? futurama is on instead tonight? did yasmin die? or get over it?
anyways would be nice if someone know to let me know cuzz im a little

i dont know what it was, i was doing well. i think maybe it was me just getting scared that mikey was getting with worrin or somthing that has caused me to spin out once again :( i went up to dinner to see my granma and unty and uncle and my family. we went out to a resturant and i could feel the tears inside of me. i didnt want to cry. my granma ( Read more... )

we went to see sentinal last night but they only had front row tickets left, so we made a spare of the moment decision to see the movie confetti which we really had no clue what it was about, somthing about weddings. it was really great, and we had a laugh. i still feel like im such a mess :( i just dont want to be thinking about it anymore. ( Read more... )

i got my guitar tonight and steve came over to show me a few cords. it was nice having some companny as i lost it a bit tonight.. :( i needed hugs and im glad someone was their to give me them.

i felt alright about the exam today, i answered all the questions and only had a bit of a problem with connecting the ccus with the vision switcher and the sync cable. i may have been right but it was all a bit confusing. it wasnt a practical test thou and was all on paper with lines and codes. very weird. so i got off early and delivered more ( Read more... )

feeling a bit under the weather today, i cooked up a nice dinner for myself and im very full. i had pepper steak with gravy, salad and chips. also the woman at coles undercharged me $10 at the cheakout so $30 became $20 ( Read more... )