I don't know what to say. I have no real update. Everything's the same as it always is. In love with a boy I'll never have and unable to find anyone that even comes close to him.

Happy fucking Valentines Day.

fuck yeah, we blew up the sub! i looked amazing, too. i ran into an old friend which was kinda awkward.

i'm staying at alex's pretty much all next week due to working at enve ;)

jesse's moving here! i told him he can live with me... i haven't exactly asked mum yet but whatever.

christmas kinda sucked. i woke up with my piercing so swollen, you couldn't see the ball... i had to take it out :( i'm getting it re-done when i have the money though.

new years was slightly worse. i cried in a gutter & on the beach & in alex's bed. i'm too dramatic.

i got a new piercing on wednesday & they named it after me. then i convinced alex to get it, too, & they named it after both of us; it's called a monix.
oh & i made a new dress.

( miss monnie! at the disco )

btw: next year, starting january first, new years' day, i'm going without boys (& girls for that matter); sex & making out, for the whole year. & i'm going to do it so shut the fuck up.

oh & i went for a job interview yesterday & i find out how i went by tomorrow. hopefully i should hear good news; this week definitely needs it.

so, 10 days or something after taking my snakebites out, i decide to try & put jewelry back through them... i'm so xtuffx that after 10 days, i have my 14g bites back. yehhh ( Read more... )

god forbid the day that the hot lies join the same musical genre as slipknot ( Read more... )

i'm such a fucking cunt.
i don't want a relationship with anyone, ever again. i'm sick of hurting people.

i got my other nipple pierced last night.
hearing evan say the words, "GET NAKED" wasn't exactly the most comforting thing, but it made me giggle. i was actually rather shy considering it's me. i kept my head down & didn't look him in the eyes. i don't know why, i felt a bit embarrassed, standing there topless. but i'm a nudist so it's weird. i don ( Read more... )