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rock in rio
just want to send this memory to myself, of all the awesome music we saw on our trip. most of it completely unplanned and added so much ( Read more... ) -
up in the air
we are on our way to rio right now. this post might not go off because we are about to take off. let's see how this goes. drunk flying! -
system failure
woke up in a nasty, nasty funk today. dunno what it is. maybe it was that shitty bleak movie last night, it comes at night. maybe it's just waking up to the same situation every day and growing weary of the effort you need to put in ( Read more... ) -
bonelicker
i've got no idea what the subject means. i just like the sound of it, the imagery. i think i would make it my nickname if i was in a roaming gang of bandits. mad max, the walking dead, a clockwork orange... all of those scenarios. bonelicker. -
the beatings will continue until morale improves
two months down, don't know how many more to go. -
something
be my future, be my soulmate. a fixed star in the sky to guide me. my connection to the divine. now i'm tapped into the unseen. an impact so profound it completely changed the way i saw the world. and her head is resting in my lap.
i'm going crazy. -
grizzle
i woke up at 530am. went to sleep at 1am. tried to keep sleeping but gave up at 730am. sick of this shit. i want more xanax ( Read more... ) -
confessional
sometimes i feel like a piece of shit. it's her last day, and i know it's really painful. what do i do? keep her up until 3 in the morning, making her compare me and him. fucking selfish, self-indulgent bullshit. i'm probably entitled to 3rd degree her on this, but the night before?! let me make you think about him for hours when you know ( Read more... ) -
his name is ray...o?
his name is everywhere. it's fucking crazy. we binge watched fargo on monday, and the main guy's name is... ray. then we decide to watch nocturnal animals last night, and one of the main character's name is... ray. there are a lot more examples of this, and i'm starting to think i'm succumbing to the same phenomenon she is experiencing. it ( Read more... ) -
hypocrisy
"that's all you are. sex, sex, sex!" she says this to me after having an affair. it's true, i might be a little more sexually charged since it happened. not during the first week or so. during that time, the idea of touching her, kissing her, being with her, was revolting. i didn't even want to sit across from her so i could avoid eye contact ( Read more... )