Life really isn't fair. I've got this dogma, that everything happens for a reason. I like to keep true to that, but it just sucks when you don't see the point in something. It seems senseless.

Not the greatest way to start my day. Come January 5th, he would have been 25. He never saw past 23.

It took a little while, but Jesus Christ! I'm happy right now ( Read more... )

I'm feeling undeniably reflective right now. I should be feeling the urge to get up and get dressed for dinner, but...I'm not ( Read more... )

Aaaaaand...it's back.

To remedy this, I am going to start Breaking Dawn, and then clean my room. And then go to Magic Kingdom, hang out with my best friends (old and new), and reconnect with Maryland friends tonight.

No biggie.

So, today was to be judgment day. I gave myself a week from the last tear shed in order to allow myself to make any contact. And then last night I dreamt that he told me that he almost had sex with an former roommate of mine, and I yanked on his balls for it ( Read more... )

I distinctly remember him telling me on a couple of different occasions that he doesn't like waiting in lines ( Read more... )

This still sucks. I hate that it was the first thing that I thought about when I woke up. Yesterday was good...really good. I thought about him, but it wasn't a constant buzzing in my head. But I guess that's the hard thing about breakups...the highs and the lows. It's like withdrawals. And it's funny, because I'm suddenly remembering a whole ( Read more... )

When you've lived with a label for eight months, it's really scary to know that you have to go back to what you used to be.

I gave a lot. I compromised a lot. It sure does suck when it's not appreciated, you're disrespected, and the other person just lets go.

I really have to raise my expectations.

How cool am I? Cool enough to have Glenn Miller on my MySpace profile. Yeah, THAT'S RIGHT. What other 23 year old do you know with Glenn Miller on their MySpace? I'm going to venture a guess and say NONE ( Read more... )

I just sent the following to CNN...

I'm a regular watcher of CNN and was very intrigued by a Campbell Brown special yesterday about racism during the race. Needless to say, I was a little surprised when I turned on American Morning to see three black men being interviewed about why (GASP!) they're not voting for Barack Obama. Seriously?? I'm ( Read more... )