today i went to the funeral of a 3.5 month old child. it was soooo sad, and it was hard to see the mother have so much trouble giving her up. i don't know, it ust gives things a different light or twist when you have to watch some one go through something like this...

at this moment in time:
six months ago: i was in the process of moving back into the rents house, loosing a lot of friends, freedom, and money.
a year ago: i was digging out 19 singls dollar bills from a box filled with shredded paper. I was beginning to put together a good friends easter basket.
two years ago: getting ready for a big spaghetti dinner ( Read more... )

got my lowest quiz grade in accounting this week, 14/15 he he he
schooled the class in geology as i scored the highest grade at the top of the curve. that meant that it got bumped to 102%.
got a raise, and an on the spot bonus, as we call it, the grab bag, today at morning job. a boss nominates one person a quarter for it and then one day they come ( Read more... )

haven't really had too much time to update lately, i've been busy with that work- work- school thing it seems to be paying off. i'm almost paid off for the costs of last year, and now i have enough extra income to put it into doing almost anything i want. so here's the plan. i want a new car, AND i want my own place. i was gonna share a place with ( Read more... )

i hate being sick! but at least i am finally beginning to get better, i can hear out of my left thats a vast improvement, i can now use a phone!!! i can also now drive to different places, because i am now only on 1/2 the pain meds, making it not quite narcotic or drug power. the doctors sid that i will have a little permanent swelling inside my ( Read more... )

started off this lovely morning with sharp pains and a loud ring sound in my ear, this turned into dizziness when i tried to get out of bed and fell to the floor. alas, i have an inner and outer ear infection. now i have a lovely new bracelet from our hospital, a strong antibiotic, and a pretty potent pain killer wahoo!

2 jobs = less time+ less sleep + more money ( Read more... )

oh goodness, sometimes work can make it soooo enticing to give up school. i have just made my second job, as an accounts recievable clerk, legitamate now i get a paycheck, not petty cash! then i go to my normal job and she's like i talked to the CPO and she approved you for more hours if you want them, when you want them! i was like what? and she ( Read more... )

so i'm supposed to be feeding like 200 peeps from the projects this evening for thanks giving, i was going to make the break rolls for the event, yesterday, and then i realized that the dough was sent home with was commercial crousaint dough, i can't under any circumstances make croussaint dough produce standard bread rolls. they have way too much ( Read more... )

well, i'd still like to move out with M. adams, but i don't think its going to happen, we just set different priorities on things for our future. i'm almost dome with this semester, yayyyy! i registered for two engineering classes, two bussiness classes, and civilization. that comes to 17 units. my mom and i got talking, and i think i would really ( Read more... )