Ok she said it I said and we both ment it. !!!!!! in my world things are crazy. met other woman wanted to punch in face. cant think. almost had sex (damn morals) came really close! (damn morals). went to all of my classes today and im going to work out im being responicable yea me.
Have a good one
Jess

hi yall (sorry had to do it) its been a good couple of days ya know me and angela are still seeing each other. and well yea. Dont really have much to say other then i ahve found a place to stay while my mother contunes to be mad at me. Well have to go have a good one.

Well last night i told my mother I was gay along with becca so now my whole family knows and its like a fucking high, what im feeling right now is almost better then sex!!!!! almost. In jst a few hours (36 to be exact) I went from hinding in my "closet" to jumping out and doing the can-can. Mind you my mom isnt speaking to me when i told her she ( Read more... )

ok im calm now. yesterday through me for a loop. I was trying soooooo hard to respect the ground rules we laid out when we first started talking to each other. well because i was very very attracted to her it was beginging to become a chore to be in close physical proximity. I was staring to close my self off to her in order to remain friends, ( Read more... )

 HOLY SHIT SHE KISSED       ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO today was my thing with angela we met at the coffe house "grounds for expression" and then decied to go to the park. There we sat and talked and she got cold so I offered her my over shirt I was wearing 3. well that wasnt enough. and since Im always warm she kinda scooted over and I put my ( Read more... )

So its one o clock in the morning and my sister monica is down stairs making out with Josh (yes that josh) and she also know Im gay I told her. that makes monica and erica becca is going to be tough to break it to and moms going to be even worse but dad will prolly be the easiest if I canget him to promiss not to tell mom

I think Im about to do something crazy and Im scared. I have met this girl and she is amazing she makes me think and feel things I almost forgot about, but any way shes in volved with someone who treats her like shit. Next time I see her will be thursday and I have made up my mind to say something along the lines of "I know your with some one but I ( Read more... )

Its been a while. I really dont think I will ever change. I have tried and failed, but That happens. Still trying though. Every thing around me feels the same but different. I see people and hear their voices but they seem so empty. I think that is what has been nagging me for a while. I feel like more now a days, not better just more, and others, ( Read more... )

Im here and your there and Im the ghost again. Some where between life and death I am the Ghost to fade and appear as needed Ifeel need once more and not by you. by me this time. and by what could be some one new

I feel the winds of change upon me for the first time. urging me to take the other path in life. as I look down that road I feel no fear. My truth calls my heart and fallow I shall.