I am totally pissed off. I really don't know how to handle this. I know I'm a cast off but for the love of that there is good. hands off the things that are mine. I personalized that post so I have all the right to fucking use it. It ( Read more... )

I cannot say that I'm happy nor that I'm still being friendly with misery. So I'm somehow floating. Drifting from happiness to melancholy of sadness. I'm a bit happy since some one is trying to come back in my life. A bit gloomy because of certain issues welling up w/n my the four corners of my work place. I really cannot understand why do some ( Read more... )

*ghack* If there is a time in my life that I would love to kill my self is today. I know that this is not the first time. But today I did the most stupid thing that I a human being could do!!! rawr I hate myself. I forget his birthday for heavensake. HIS birthday, now isn't that something stupid. And my Kiriban for him is only 1/4 finished, damn ( Read more... )

sometimes i cannot help my self thinking, how simple the days were back then. during the times when i was just tsr. all i'm concern about is my stats, that's all. those things are easily to achieved, all they need are passing number. not un like now. now, i need to maintain my stats and also to deal the back whispers that iritate me day by day ( Read more... )

Yesterday was worst, today is terrible ( Read more... )

They are back together, him and his "ex ( Read more... )

Joy, love, heartbreak, sorrow, hope, despair, anger ( Read more... )

So what if I'm hiding again? It's my choice right. To hide what I feel, to hide all my sentiments. Why cant they just accept that I-am-the-kind-of-person-who-believes-that-some-things-are-better-left-unsaid??? And besides if I share to them all of my laments? Would they let me finish before they say na " Ano nanamang kadramahan yan?". Then she will ( Read more... )

Man, why cant some people just leave somethings unsaid? and now that everyone know his error, he would go and cry his self in front on the public and proclaim his self that he is innocent nad he said nothing like that?! Ow common, everyone know that all his snappy remarks ever since the tragedy occured are perfectly aimed at their rival station. I ( Read more... )

why is it that whenever they say that they are happy for me. Their actions says the other wise. I didnt get repriminded at work. And when I told them that. They go like ( Read more... )