i never post on this anymore. i have no interest. i think i just have a lot to say and dont feel like typing it out. maybe i should. maybe i dont want to be exposed anymore. so i think ill resort back to the handwritten journal. theres only one thing that is crazy in my life at the moment and im sure people will get sick of reading about it. plus i ( Read more... )

so my friends. i took the offer for the photography internship at Jackson Citizen Patriot. YUP. i am going to be a photographer at a real newspaper. not that cm-life isnt a real newspaper. but a non college campus newspaper. CRAZY!!!!!! i am so excited and i cannot stop smiling. and it also made me feel really good that i got an email from the ( Read more... )

this weekend was full of ups and downs ( Read more... )

i am a sad girl ( Read more... )

i should be studying for my media law quiz. well i did. but im just not retaining the information like i should be. im really nervous about this class ( Read more... )

i know my mind is made of matter
but i need to know exactly
what is the matter at it's core?
because my heart is just a muscle
and simply put, it's sore

so never mind about the benefits
and never mind about the costs
that don't change the basic premises
in which i am surely lost

i am sooo exhausted. i feel like i have ten million things to do in no time at all...

I HATE MY CAR ( Read more... )

facebook can suck my left nut...

ok i dont have nuts. but seriously...

i am so exhausted. i have been going non stop the past two days and have not been eating properly. and my body is now like merissa i hate you. and doing weird things. and sore. but that is mostly prlly from running ( Read more... )