It's fuckin hard when someone won't accept you breaking up with them. Especially when their only negative is their addiction. It's like dea-ja-vu in reverse.

fuck.

I'm going to watch OC because cheap-wanna-be tivo is the shiznit.

I've been writing in a real journal (paper-the old fashioned way) because it suits me better. I don't hold anything back or hesitate at all so it's all me when I write. Some people think I've died but I've only just begun life ( Read more... )

Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it ( Read more... )

So i went to my first club...too bad it was gay and lesbian night. MY EYES...

So I recently gained a lot of weight, (between 10 and 15 pounds) in the past two months. I've tried getting upset about it, but it's been really difficult. Apparently, fat looks awesome on me.

I'll explain more later-I've got to go get baby

Being sick ain't so bad when two boys want to take care of you but enough is enough! I shall get healthy! It's hard to eat well everynight when you are high and the only places open are jack in the crack, krispy kreme and heidies. It has really taken a toll on my body. I'm mentally and emotionally awesome, but mental and emotional health don't ( Read more... )

All of the people who say valentine's day is over-rated are single. All of the people who say valentine's day is great are coupled ( Read more... )

I hate people today. The only people I want to see are James, my mom and Teddy...ok, and everyone else but older men who think they can get me in bed with their "witty" comments and their jealous girlfriends. How the fuck are you going to leave me a $4 tip on a $50 bill after telling me what a good waitress I am and asking me my name and all that ( Read more... )

I just got back from Tahoe with baby n friends. I had a good time but I wish I wasn't so tired lately. I learned how to stand up on a snowboard and slide a little, (but I start going too fast and then babe has to run after me and grab me to slow me down). The snow is a LOT harder than it looks, but it's so beautiful. It breaks my heart that I ( Read more... )

K I had a red-bull at work and a bunch of cookies and some jalapenos with tobasco and no sex and now I'm all WOUND THE FUCK UP> what do i do with myself? do i do hw? (no) do i clean up (nope) do i do anything useful? (niet). Yeah I was exhausted this morning and almost fell asleep when I was driving, (YAY FOR HORNS!! they wake me up hah) ( Read more... )